Alice, I’m scared. You know that I get scared. It doesn’t stop me from doing what I need to get done, but I’m scared pretty much all the time, just of living, of life, of going on with the day to day. And now I’ve got invisible monsters hiding behind me. I’m all alone out here. Grassland out to the end of it, nothing to see.
(..)
I’m not going to stop. I can’t go home, Alice. I can only go. I can only go on. And on, and on, and on, until not.

(Joseph Fink "Alice Isn't Dead")