02:24 am - HeatStarting something, giving up, starting again, giving up again...loop. I guess I'm simply not motivated enough. Being home doesn't help. Waiting doesn't help either. And gosh, thoughts of wasting my time and turning 24 soon doesn't help a tiny bit. No, this is not heat stroke talking. Time is such a precious thing. There's never enough time and jet I'm wasting it so recklessly. Some say it is good to take a break, rest a while, but I can't help to notice time to go by and there's nothing exciting happening, nothing takes my breath away these couple of months. Waiting some more. Next week first set of training. 30 seconds to mar - Alibi
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