MIRROR MIND - real drug

last night in the darkness I saw
your faces illuminated
as you tried to take what was mine

this game seems so foolish
without proper emotions

only the rage is ever-present now
as I take you all by hand and lead deeper
into the midnight of my own fears

the weaker seem to be the stronger now,
as we descend, for they fall behind
and so this darkness won't touch them

those who remain by now are ablaze in the heat
their spines shining in the twilight of morning
as I make them obey and feed me with lust

all of their feelings flowing through me
as I watch the morning sun rise -
there never was a thing more beautiful to my senses

but my rage holds the white tide at bay
the need for revenge is almost suffocating
in this heat of your ugly bodies

I open myself to the horrors of your built-up being
and I drink from the pool, red colour flowing
until I bleed you dry and you tire

you disgust me, my friends, I could almost say I hate you
but my rage is now gone and feel at ease
this aftermath
this is the only real drug