MIRROR MIND - ride into hell

I am not asking to suffer less,
I hope to be nearly crucified –
to live because I don't want to

that hope, that sweet agent
my best work is its work,
the horse I ride into Hell is my best horse
and he bears its name,
so, friends, pass your life and talk away without care,
thank you for leaving me this whole world to go mad in

I am not asking for mercy, I am asking for more!!!
I won't die if no mercy comes
or if it comes in the form of my mad self
running at me...