I wish there was a fail proof way to know what of the crazy dooms are true and to be feared, and what are just scare-mongering and waste of mental energy.

I feel like a lot of it is waste of mental energy. After all - isn't the main conspiracy - that by keeping us in a state of fear they control us. And to be free and authentic to God is to not fear but live each day as a sweet, gentle daisy.

Anyways, I just wish to believe that things are not that negative and that everything will be OK in the end, just as God intended and reliably supports.

So, lai arī I feel like there is a lot of sense in conservative fears and predictions, I also feel like there is so much contradiction bordering in bad faith and same hedonistic fear indulgence as what they fear and criticize.

So I dunno papiņ, I just don't want to feel so bad anymore.