yay, mani ideaalie ziemassveetki. visi bosi un koleegji aizbraukushi pie savaam gjimeneem nestiliigos dzhemperos eest ziemassveetku tiitarus un striideeties. bet es tikmeer straadaashu katru dienu liidz 27. un vakaraa ieshu vannaa ar roziishu bath cristals ko Luuis man staaja un dzershu beiliju, un skatiishos jauno seriaalu par serial killers un almost human. cilveeki ir tik abraziivi, ir tik laimiigi satikt cilveekus, kas nav abraziivi, bet ir sympathetic, bet tad vinji aizbrauc un viss ir kluss un vientuljsh kaa peec kodolspraadziena, taapeec es iistaa postmodernistu garaa dariishu shos ziemassveetkus vientuljas lietas, kas ietver kapitalistisku konsuumerismu, alkoholismu un praata notrulinaashanau, so excited.

es sapnii redzeeju, ka klubaa dejojot ar muguras lejasdalju uzduuros garai naglai.

4. Abjection

There are a few ways to define abjection, but French philosopher Julia Kristeva wrote the book on what it means to experience abjection. She suggests that every human goes through a period of abjection as tiny children when we first realize that our bodies are separate from our parents' bodies — this sense of separation causes a feeling of extreme horror we carry with us throughout our lives.

That feeling of abjection gets re-activated when we experience events that, however briefly, cause us to question the boundaries of our sense of self. Often, abjection is what you are feeling when you witness or experience something so horrific that it causes you to throw up. A classic example is seeing a corpse, but abjection can also be caused by seeing shit or open wounds. These visions all remind us, at some level, that our self-hood is contained in what Star Trek aliens would call "ugly bags of mostly water." The only thing separating you from being a dead body is . . . almost nothing. When you feel the full weight of that sentence, or are confronted by its reality in the form of a corpse, your nausea is abjection.

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