21 April 2013 @ 05:21 pm
mani miiljaakie shiisnedeeljas citaati  
“Judging whether life is or not worth living amounts to answering the fundamental question of philosophy.”
Albert Camus

“Whenever you think or you believe or you know, you’re a lot of other people: but the moment you feel, you’re nobody but yourself.”
E.E. Cummings

“We don’t forget, but something vacant settles in us.”
Roland Barthes

“The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight.”
Joseph Campbell

“… and a deep and weary disdain for all those who work for mankind, for all those who fight for their country and give their lives so that civilization may continue…… a disdain full of disgust for those who don’t realize that the only reality is each man’s soul, and that everything else – the exterior world and other people –is but an unaesthetic nightmare, like the result, in dreams, of a mental indigestion. My aversion to effort becomes an almost writhing horror before all forms of violent effort. War, energetic and productive labour, helping others – all this strikes me as the product of an impertinence.. Everything useful and external tastes frivolous and trivial in the light of my soul’s supreme reality and next to the pure sovereign splendour of my more original and frequent dreams. These, for me, are more real.”
Fernando Pessoa
 
 
21 April 2013 @ 06:07 pm
it's all over now, baby blue  
absoluuti viss beidzas. katrs ieprieksheejais notikums ir vienalga, katra atminja ir tagadnes izpostiita un paarspiileeta un vienalga. jaa, lols. es te kaut kur rakstiiju gada saakumaa, ka shogad apnjemos sevi neapkaunot, jo man shkjiet, ka dziivee galvenais ir sevi neapkaunot, bet sevi neapkaunot ir nedariit neko dziivee, jo viss, ko dara vienmeer ir apkaunojoshi kaut kaadaa zinaja un meeraa, un kaada starpiiba, jo es taapat juutos apkaunota constantly, pat ja es neko nedaru. es juutos beernishkjiiga un apkaunota un izlietota savaa nelietotiibaa. un shodien beigaas man shkjiet, ka viss ir peleekaa kraasaa, jo nav kraasu un apkaunojamiibas degreez vai nozheelas. nozheela par neizdariito vai izdariito visa ir peleeka nav noziimes. bezkraasainas ondulaacijas. silti smidzina lietus pavasara peecpusdienaa uz sausa asfalta, tik pat labi var neatveert lietussargu, kaada starpiiba, peleeks asfalts, peleeks apkaunojums, peleeka nozheela viss peleeks govis blaakji vienalga pohuj
 
 
simfonija: led zeppelin - tangerine
 
 
21 April 2013 @ 06:55 pm
 
vai resna pusbeigta kamene skaitaas pirmais pavasara taurenis?
 
 
simfonija: janis jolin - little girl blue
 
 
21 April 2013 @ 08:57 pm
dig!  
izdomaaju, ka man pohujaa juusu uzvalki un histeeriskaas mid-twenties ambiicijas. es atkal kljuushu par hipiju. i will remain integritous to my true being and oblivious to boring oppressive world stuffs man