13 October 2012 @ 05:59 am
 
Biju uzlikusi modinaataaju uz 4:00, bet uzreiz nospiedu snooze, tad man uznaaca kaut kaadi sapnji, un naakamreiz pamodos tikai peec pusotras stundas, no taa ka modinaataaja dziesma veelaizvien skaneeja. Tas noziimee ka manas maajasbiedrenes, pusotru stundu klausiijaas 'hip to be square' uz repeat.
 
 
13 October 2012 @ 02:26 pm
 
Cilveeki ir kjeepiigi. Vienmeer.
Es gribu plivinaaties kaa planktons dziljaa uudenii, man nav valjas katru reizi, satiekot jaunu enigmaatisku cilveeku atklaat, ka vinjsh ir siiks twisted kriips.
 
 
13 October 2012 @ 05:45 pm
Siisifa yolo  
Man ir nepaarvarama veelme uzspraagt kaa kaadai no taam supernovaam, izkliedeeties ljoti taalaas distancees un apmeeros. Veel man ir taada sajuuta, kaa visu pasauli izsleegt, kad ausiis viss aizpildaas ar klusmu, un viss apkaart ir taads karuselis un es nezinu, kur es staavu, uz kaajaam, vai galvas, un vel man ir roka, un karote, bet nekas nav svariigs. Es shaudos. Un es neatceros pagaatni, nav noziimes, un es nevaru atrast vaardus, jo tiem nav noziimes. Un veel man ir taada sajuuta, ka es kaapju un kaapju tuvaak, pienaaku punktam tagadnee aarpus laika.

Man ir jaabeidz pasaulei ljaut man sagroziit galvu. Vai arii man nav galvas, tikai ljoti vaara un baljkji stiepjosha sirds.
 
 
simfonija: rammstein - sonne
 
 
13 October 2012 @ 10:32 pm
Recognition, Authenticity  
01:28:45 Alain, you're too far gone.

01:28:48 I'm not gone yet, but I'm going.

01:28:51 I have to go. I'm late.

01:28:56 As it happens, I'm a man. But I've never had money or women.

01:29:01 Yet I'm very active.

01:29:04 The thing is...

01:29:08 I can't reach out with my hands.

01:29:12 I can't touch things.

01:29:19 And when I do touch things,

01:29:22 I feel nothing.

01:30:31 You don't know what it's like,

01:30:34 being unable to touch anything.

01:30:42 I'm incapable of wanting.

01:30:46 I can't even desire.

01:30:50 The women here tonight...

01:30:53 I can't desire them.

01:30:56 They scare me.

01:30:59 Scare me!

01:31:01 Take Solange, for instance.

01:31:05 Five minutes with her and I'd feel like an insect.

01:31:09 I'd vanish into the woodwork.

01:31:11 What's wrong, Alain? You're a bit tipsy.

01:31:14 And so sad. What is it now?

01:31:23 You're life itself.

01:31:26 Yes, life.

01:31:29 But I can't touch you. It's horrible.

Es nekad dziivee neesmu bijusi tik tuvu precizitaatei.
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