19 August 2012 @ 06:28 pm
 
"The human Heart is now documented as the strongest generator of both electrical and magnetic fields in the body. Important, because we've always been taught that the brain is where all of the action is. While the brain does have an electrical & a magnetic field, they are both relatively weak compared to the Heart. The Heart is about 100,000 times stronger electrically & up to 5,000 times stronger magnetically than the brain. Important, because the physical world - as we know it - is made of those 2 fields: electrical & magnetic fields of Energy. Physics now tells us that if we can change either the magnetic field or the electrical field of the atom, we literally change that atom and its elements within our body and this world. The human Heart is designed to do BOTH."


es seedeeju gultaa un atcereejos visas istabas, kur esmu seedeejusi gultaa.
viss saakaas palmu ielaa. tur es seedeeju gultaa, un tur bija arii maasa, un tur es klausiijos swh tomu greevinju un dzeeru daudz teejas vai kakao.
tad viss uzlabojaas, kad es seedeeju gultaa portugaalee centra balkona dziivokliitii. taa gulta bija izvelkams diivaans un tur nebija interneta un es daudz smeekjeeju un skatiijos uz alises datora policijas akadeemiju un baidiijos iet aaraa, jo viss bija tik sveshs un sirreaals.
tad es seedeeju portugaales gultaa un enjgjelju ielas dziivoklja. tajaa gultaa es katru otro dienu peec ilgaas darbadienas eedu kaarbu leeta shokolaades saldeejuma un shokolaades taafeli un skatiijos televizoru. tur logi bija uz ielas pirmajaa staavaa, taapeec aizkari vienmeer ciet.
peec tam es seedeeju piektajaa staavaa gultinjaa pie balta balkoninja un saartas naktslampinjas. es klausiijos the cure un pixies un nakts viduu piipeeju, piipeeju kaa skurstenis kaa nekad dziivee, ik peec 10 minuuteem. veel es tur lasiiju kreeslu un domaaju kaa labaak savaldzinaat portugaalju zeenus, vai atraidiit.
tad es jau peec gada seedeeju savaa beervudas iztabaa, kur viss bija sapeleejis un aaraa pastaaviigi bija slapji koki un peleekas debesis, tur es seedeeju pie loga gultaa un chetros no riita peec darba piipeeju klausoties joy division un magnetic fields.
tad es paarvaacos tajaa pashaa maajaa uz blakus istabu un man deelj stresa metaas visaadas kaites un viss kljuva paaraak besiigi. taapeec es seedeeju rozaa halaataa zem segas gultaa, dzeeru viinu un skatiijos komeedijas.

tagad es seezhu jaunaa gultaa, logam priekshaa smagi tumshsarkani aizkari. tikko appeedu kaut kaadus grikjus ar bieteem un zirniishiem, izdzeeru kruuzi viina un kaut kas nav pareizi.
man shkjiet tas ir viss ko es dziivee daru - seezhu gultaa, viena, bet man neko citu negribas pashlaik