Un pats skaudraakais ir, ka pat ja tu atrodi kaadu kas nav tikai programma, its not like they can help you or make you feel less alone in this chaos, jo vinji ir taadi pashi pamestie kam nav ne jausmas par to kaa esiiba darbojas, kaa visi paareejie. Mees visi tikai izliekamies ka zinaam kaa esiiba darbojas.

Anyways, es laikam nekad neizpratiishu dusmas kaa reakciju, and why would you want to destroy on top of everything being so destructive of few good things that we have learned to maintain. For me it is just overwhelmingly sad.