8/30/16 08:31 pm
Book: Acts of Love by Talulah Riley Music: Wardruna; Suicide Squad Soundtrack TV series: Mr. Robot; House M.D. Food: Tomatoes from my green house Drink: Green tea Favorite human: Katheryn Winnick Thought: I am more content than lonely Item: My new glasses; Cyclamen; Galaxy lipstick; Sea salt & Olive soap Project: London Box Move: Walking a dog (not mine) Word: Acceptance Quote: "You look pretty today!" |
Andromeda
Life long story
8/25/16 09:00 pmVismaz darbā jauns galds prom no klaču bābām un drāmu karalienēm.Call it burning bridges, call it silly, call it whatever you like. I have a strong feeling that this is right. Something great is coming. |
8/25/16 08:16 pm - “Odal represents such things as family, heritage, birthright and allodial right" One day: Nameda Namejs Elajs Elons Ragnars |
8/23/16 08:54 pm I shall embrace the beauty of my darkness.
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8/22/16 06:21 pmEs nevēlos tikt apspriesta nekādā kontekstā. |
8/20/16 01:27 pmI'm doing good at work. They say I am the fastest learner they have had there over years? Even when I thought that my results from July will be complete rubbish.Self destructing with food has slowed down a little. At least I got new gym stuff and planning to start gym from September. Changing. Feels good. I have my edge back. |
8/14/16 11:35 pm I don't do pretending game. Panic attack was taking over again. Grabbing my gut, twisting and turning it upside down. I let it wash over like a wave and take that fear with it. |
8/13/16 11:47 pm I really don't know how I feel now.
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8/13/16 12:59 am “Often when you think you're at the end of something, you're at the beginning of something else.”
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8/12/16 03:18 am Ground crackling underneath footsteps. Breaking silence of the night. Gazed upon sky where they fell. Forgot to make a wish. Maybe better so.
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8/8/16 10:06 pm Something about that ink.
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8/5/16 12:25 pm Book: Acts of Love by Talulah Riley (from 11th of August) Music: Chromatics; Woodkid; Moby TV series: Mr. Robot; Baywatch Food: Ice-cream Drink: Coffee Favorite human: Matt Damon Thought: Karma is a bitch; Feels nice to be selfish sometimes and buy something random like a lipstick or a long awaited book; We are just a small specks between savage forces and darkness Project: Get more gym gear Move: Rolling in the bed Quote: "I don't do five year plans. I do 2 week and 6 month plans." |
7/31/16 11:51 pm |
7/26/16 09:43 pm Yes, please!
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7/25/16 11:38 pm Yes! I will get hang of this. I will get hang of myself again. Best feeling ever!
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7/23/16 08:25 pm In the end. I will just get up one day. Soon. Sooner than you might think.
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7/17/16 01:05 pm And the Devil's laughing. I torture myself as if I wasn't worth anything. And I feel sad, because I know it is not true. I think I have to cut loose of everything that makes me feel this way. What is keeping me? Hope? No. I don't believe it anymore. I can't differentiate what makes me feel worthless, because everything does. Cut away from life? No. I am not there yet. Unless Universe begs to differ. Fuck yeah! This is amazing. No, really. Do you feel this way too? I feel. Haha! You are really dead, when you stop feeling, I am still here. For now.
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7/17/16 02:17 am Book: Fluent Forever: How to Learn Any Language Fast and Never Forget It by Gabriel Wyner; Hobbiten, eller fram og tilbake igjen by Tolkien, J.R.R. Music: Adam Lambert The Original High album; Mr. Robot Soundtrack Season 1, 2 TV series: Mr. Robot Food: Dates Drink: Coffee Favorite human: Christian Guzman Thought: I have to build my self-esteem back up from ground zero. Have to do it without any help; Earth is my highly complicated space ship circling the Sun Project: Morning workout; running Move:Cat vomit exercise Product: L-Carnitine Quote: "You might not think it's a way to live, but why not? Repeating the same tasks each day without ever having to think about them, isn't that what everybody does? Keep things on repeat to go along with their "NCISes" and Lexapro. Isn't that where it's comfortable? In the sameness?" |
6/25/16 02:29 pm Book: Fluent Forever: How to Learn Any Language Fast and Never Forget It by Gabriel Wyner; Hobbiten, eller Fram og tilbake igjen by Tolkien, J.R.R. Music: Woodkid - Desierto Original Motion Picture Score; Lana Del Rey; Muse TV series: Game of Thrones; House M.D.; Expanse TV series can't wait: Mr. Robot; Westworld Food: Chocolate ice cream Drink: Coffee Craving: To run away from people, to stop the pain Thought: You got this, You got this, You got this; I would very much like to be Martian Favorite human: Matthew Bellamy Project: EE Move: Reverse crunch Quote: "Depressurizing a plane at an altitude of twenty or thirty thousand feet is like dropping passengers onto the summit of Mount Everest. The air is too thin to supply enough oxygen for the body and brain." |
6/25/16 12:29 am I can feel shit storm forming. It means it is time to wake the dragons and to kick some serious ass. You thought I've gone soft or not observant?
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