Today something was different. When I woke up, I just felt better, everything felt like good old times. I know it must me only for a day, but still it felt so good.

Just look at yourself in the mirror. You still have thous problems around you that makes you feel like a shit, but at this moment - they just don't matter. You'll continue to make mistakes and will make a fool out of yourself. Everyone makes mistake, nobody is perfect. It all is part of life.

I really don't know. I'm just happy about this day. How I could laugh about my foolishness. Laugh with my friends about trivial things. To just put aside memories of things that can't be anymore, things I don't like, fights with friends and problems in family and smile.

Make myself see good things about me, not bad.

I don't know. I just really didn't think about anything. I just was. And I was happy.

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