you can't think everything through
it's not always good and shiny for you
it very often isn't
you're up at some point and down some other
at times it's like you're doing everything the right way
and it still doesn't work
other people intercept, interfere and kill your chances
it's all good and then it's all bad
and you have only this much time left
to think everything through
and make your decisions
clench your jaw
hold on to the ache
keep living