So I've done everything on the "Things to do after finally facing the truth or rather having the truth thrown in my face using not so nice vocabulary" checklist and I'm feeling a bit better. Now I just have to say sorry to people I've treated badly during the last week and I'm set for being a mixture of miserable and happy once more.

Also I still don't know whether I prefer jogging and the opioid compounds that come with it to consuming alcohol or not, so I'm going to continue using both, though in unproportional doses.