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Foorshi blegj kur ir visi draugi kad man vinji ir vajadzīg?? man vispar ir draugi??
jā tikai tad kad esmu viniem vajadzīgs, raivīt izsplauj kadu joku, raivit vari man pateikt ko man darīt, raivit drikst tev patraudat uz pleca, raivit drikst tev iepist pa seju, lai izladētu savas dusmas?? nu jā kā tad es draugiem varu ateikt. bleG a man kad ir hujova!! a! ko man tad darīt???? chau kur tu esi??? es mājās negribi iznāk pastaigāties, ai nē man negribās, gribu gulēt!!!!
ble zajebis ja vispar pacelj klausuli!!!!!
man arī gribās, lai mani kads mīl tā kā es mīlu!!!
un tagad es keītu tumsā un atsitos pret zemi, izjūtot nežēlīgas sāpes un juzadams kā asaras sajaucās ar asinīm, es saprotu ka nemiršu jo mana dvēsele ir nolemta mūžīgām mokām....es padodos!!!! |
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sēžot, tumsā, uz palodzes pa galvu domas jaucās. Raugoties ārā, nakts melnumā, dzirdot vēja žēlabainās šalkas pārņem skumjas. Pret logu izmisīgi sitās lietus asaras, es redzu ka tu raudi, bet nedzirdu. bikli ar pirkstiem bakstot loga aizsvīdušajās rūtīs, mēģinu zīmēt tevi. Bet loga rūtis ir tik aukstas, mēģinu sasildīt tās ar savu dvašu. tagad tavos matos rotaļājas zvaigznes, vaigos mēness gaismas atspulgs. pirms atmostis vēl paveros uz logu, bet nu jau ir par vēlu, tas ledus puķēm klāts... |
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[4. Jan 2005|04:43] |
Ar tevi nekad neko nevar zināt, tavs deguns ir dīvains. Tu pat neesi skaista. Tev nav īpaši smuku drēbju. Bet man jau vienalga gribas, lai izdodas. Tev un man. Mēs sarunājamies, bet tu man asociējies ar smilškrāsas smiltīm un miesas krāsas ādu. Sarkanas lūpas. Pārak sarkanas priekš manis.
Un es šeit salšu, lai man nebūtu garlaicīgi, grauzīšu nagus un ābolus. Un tad mēs pavisam nejauši saskriesimies uz ielas vai kādā parkā. Un es strupi atbildēšu un centīšos neblenzt.
Vasaras saule ir mirusi. Ziemas saule jau atnākusi, un, kā jau tu manīji, viņai trūkst pacietības priekš mums un siltuma. Mēs iznīkstam, lai atdzimtu šeit. Kaut arī šeit nekad nav silti, man nesalst. Par tevi es nezinu, bet tu jau droši vien dzer tēju. Es ieskatos savā krūzē, un man bail pacelt acis.
Šis ir logs, un aiz loga nekā nav. Kaut kur pilsētas otrā pusē esi tu, bet nu kurš tad tevi tagad var redzēt… migla. Un tu jau arī mani nemeklē. Tikai tad, kad es tevi pieradinu. Apdedzinos… Pagaidām tikai ar tēju, bet man vienalga bail. Pirksti saka man, ka es esmu traks. Saka - lienam zem segas vai vismaz cimdos. Ko šie sajēdz. Nekad nav bijuši vientuļi.
Es izeju ārā, bet stindzinošais smilškrāsas saullēkts un miesas krāsas saule mani nemulsina. Es viņai izbarošu savu tēju, bet tevi gan paturēšu… To es tev apsolu. |
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[2. Jan 2005|17:48] |
NU jaaaa! nezinu kaadas mulkjibas es gadu mija sadariiju, bet tas bija graujoši, tika apmekleetas vairakas majas 2vas pirtis un biki uz kalna paardiijos!!!!
tikai ko es iisti dariiju neatceros, nu varbuutaas tikai nedaudz!!!
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[31. Dec 2004|15:26] |
jiihaa jaunais gads bija normals!!!!
P.s
ja gribat veelaak komenteshu!!! |
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[30. Dec 2004|06:17] |
 I am Kong.
Strong and passionate, I tend to be misunderstood, sometimes even feared. I don't want to fight, I don't want to cause trouble, all I ask is a little love, and a little peace. If I don't get what I want, I get angry, and throw barrels and flaming oil at whatever's stopping me. What Video Game Character Are You?
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[30. Dec 2004|05:53] |
My pirate name is:
Mad Davy Kidd
Every pirate is a little bit crazy. You, though, are more than just a little bit. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr!
Get your own pirate name from fidius.org. |
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[30. Dec 2004|05:44] |
| You are 16% geek |  </td>OK, so maybe you ain't a geek. You do, at least, show a bit of interest in the world around you. Either that, or you have enough of a sense of humor to pick some of the sillier answers on the test. Regardless, you're probably a pretty nifty, well-rounded person who gets along fine with people and can chat with just about anyone without fear of looking stupid or foolish or overly concerned with minutiae. God, I hate you. | </tr>
Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com |
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[30. Dec 2004|05:42] |
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You're The Hobbit!
by J.R.R. Tolkien
All you wanted was a nice cup of tea when some haggard crazy old man
came into your life and told you it was time to do something with yourself. Now you're
all conflicted about whether to stick with your stay-at-home lifestyle or follow this
crazy person into the wild. While you're very short and a little furry, you seem to be
surrounded by an even greater quantity of short folks lately. Try not to lose your ring,
but keep its value in perspective!
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
strpcitu normala gramata! |
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[30. Dec 2004|05:36] |
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You're Thailand!
Calmer and more staunchly independent than almost all those around you,
you have a long history of rising above adversity. Recent adversity has led to questions
about your sexual promiscuity and the threat of disease, but you still manage to attract a
number of tourists and admirers. And despite any setbacks, you can really cook a good
meal whenever it's called for. Good enough to make people cry.
Take the Country
Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
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[30. Dec 2004|05:18] |
vienkarshi lieliski!!! |
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[30. Dec 2004|05:12] |
You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.
Find out your color at Quiz Me! | | |
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