"If you had an e-mail, I`d send this to you. However it might be that you don`t give a shit about letters. I`m not sure if I would if I was in your stead.
"the long hard way out of hell" turned out to be almost better than I expected it to be. I keep reminding people how much they lack criticism and how they like things for all the wrong reasons. There are so many things I could relate to and even more things I still have to learn. I`m sure you could find loads of similar messages, but fuck that. It would bother me if I hadn`t written this one. You are sort of Anton Szander for me at the moment.
I sort of hate I did not get to see your show in Tallin more than a year ago, but I made myself feel better by thinking that I wouldn`t like it for all the same reasons I started liking your music since I heard it for the first time at age eleven anyway. No matter how misterious those reasons might have been. However if you ever will have a show in this shitty region (Baltic states near Russia) again I will make you sign on my copy of "the long hard way out of hell", or perhaps if I find some maggots in this hole of a country who I wouldn`t have to pick apart and throw most of their parts in the trash after first few weeks of gigs, I will make you sign it before we warm up the horde of peasants for you."

Gars - : cold