Aizgāju uz kursiem - graphs, diagrams,bar charts, pie charts, animal obesity, intelligence definition,...I'm already fed up...Just went home and decided to DO NOTHING!YES, you heard NOTHING!I came home and saw my mother going to hang out with her friends - so that meant that the room was free to watch TV. This evening was finally MINE. I switched on the video and put a cassette in it. The movie was called "Persuation" , typical English romance about love. She had once rejected him and then regreted it all her life,but now he has come back. They can try again, but will this time things go better?...Well, the movie showed that yes, they got married at the end. One of the Jane Austen's romances...
But honestly it was rather boring!;)
Anyway the speech is not about the movie but about this evening, on the table stood a tall green candle, fruits, ice-cream and Bacardi...mmm....I drank some of it and ate, and ate and ate....and ate, and ate, and ate....Now my belly size is more than usual, but I DON'T CARE, my weight is almost 60kg, but I DON'T care...I just ate everything that was on the table and went to invade the fridge.This evening I promised myself not to learn after courses and just have a time for myself.Mum had bought before some glanced women magazines, you know, Cosmo, Santa,Pastaiga,e.c., where I read my horoscope for this month:Your directness will be admired and ambicious working skills ucounqerable.You will feel loaded of energy. (Ha, oh, energy, energy, where are you, please come to me as it is written.)This is an aquarius month and I shall use.
By the way I again thought about him...Why can't I get rid of these thoughts!Fuck you, easy-rider,I tore to pieces your photos,got rid of your presents, just leave my mind alone, let another one come into my life or let just live for MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!