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November 15th, 2016

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Ziniet, kas laikam ir tas vissmagākais? Šķiršanās brīdis, kad katrs aizejam uz savu pusi, tikai atšķirība, viņš uz savām mājām, pie savas ģimenes, uz savu stabilitāti, a es atkrītu atpakaļ savā pilnīgi un galīgi nenoteiktajā nākotnē un reizēm skumji vientuļajā un ierobežotajā studenta ikdienā
Tas kontrasts ir traks.
Jāparaud
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We've grown to associate the thrilling ups and disheartening downs of chasing someone's affection with having something worth fighting for.
Because we need to feel that there's something worth fighting for before we believe we want to invest in it.
Those who are seemingly out of reach or unavailable have high value in this regard. Speaking from a biological standpoint, it makes sense that we seek out those who we think are better than us.
That's the point of reproducing: to create a better offspring. Humans have evolved over time to naturally prefer people who are healthy and strong, but also who are emotionally mature enough to be nurturing, protective and loyal. We live comfortably in "the chase" of someone else, or in the completely rejection and heartbreak by someone else.
That is where we feel most at home. For whatever reason, we'd rather seek out rejection than have affection from a lesser-valued person.

Nē, viss tā ir, un precīzi,
a ko ar to iesākt? Reāli visu mūžu sirdssāpēs dzīvot? Nu trešo reizi jau no trīs, un man ir tikai 26.

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Ai, nu čakarējos es. Tie brīži, kad tie, kuri tevi neinteresē, ar tiem spļauj ārā skaistākos domugraudus, bet ar tiem, kuriem tos gribētos bārstīt, nevar paelpot
un šitā visu laiku dzīvē, labākie rezultāti pie vidējas ieinteresētības, a KO, sasodīts, darīt, ja tā ieinteresētība nav vidēja?
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