Sleep once in a while can be useful [as I mentioned sometime earlier]. In my case it helps to divide my time in some .. 'parts' which sort of helps me to orientate in the flow of space and time. In short, my everyday life in January looks like 40/60 hours of .. stuff to do and then 10/12 hours of sleep. Sometimes there are 10/15 minutes' "part-time black-outs/pass-outs" somewhere in the process.
You can look at it as some kind of new experiment of mine [I actually have started to put down things] or just a way of organising one's time more effectively [šr as hell, this works only in short-term. But works!].

p.s. my religion? basically, at this point - my mind and its abilities to help me through this.

Tags: insomnia, neatceries, šr šr
Current Mood: gudī
Current Music: My Chemical Romance - I'm not ok

Tas maģiskais brīdis ir pienācis - ir pagājušas precīzi 60h kopš manas pēdējās sakarīgās celšanās pēc normāla miega. Pa šo laiku esmu aizmigusi uz precīzi 1,5 stundām. Pārējā laikā mācījos, izklaidējos, dzēru un visnotaļ negulēju. Pēdējais brīdis to izdarīt.

Tags: atskaite, insomnia
Current Mood: don't know
Current Music: don't care

I've had WAY too much coffee..
What's the quickest way to get rid of all that overflowing caffeine?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xT3Vz1Y0pIk

That's what happens when you stop using regularly.

Tags: insomnia
Current Mood: unnatural
Current Music: Madara, Madara, kas tev' traku padara..

> 48 hours (~60)

** 2.5 for sleep, rest - insanity.

Let's look at the term.

• "A deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder [tell me about it]"
• "Such unsoundness of mind or lack of understanding as prevents one from having the mental capacity required by law to enter into a particular relationship [with particular states of mind], status, or transaction or as removes one from criminal or civil responsibility [soothing]"
• "Something utterly foolish or unreasonable"
• "Insanity destroys reason, but not wit [even better!!]"
• "Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results"

I'll stick to all of them. And parts of them. But all in all: "I can't explain what it's like to go crazy or to be crazy. Being crazy is just being myself."

** Ruļļi uz saspraužamajām adatām un kancelejas piederumi matos.
** In the process of seeming withdrawl.

Tags: insomnia, neatceries
Current Mood: freaky
Current Music: Radiohead

I seriously need to rethink the effect coffee has on me. Six hours - it can't be serious.
And I'm almost 100% sure I'm going to hate myself today about drinking it so late in the first place.(Well, but in my defence it was only 10 pm..)

Tags: insomnia
Current Mood: alert
Current Music: 30 Seconds to Mars/The Beatles

On my quest to being perfect I've encountered some organisational issues. One, for example, activities to do when you're agitated or nervous or tense. Are there any that doesn't include eating and drinking and smoking? [All the rest will come in time, no worries.]

Second issue of the day is staying awake after a night of running around and trying to get into rooms I don't have any access to. One is clear though - till next time they will have made spare keys.

Tags: atskaite, insomnia
Current Mood: neizgulējies
Current Music: smth smth