Tas maģiskais brīdis ir pienācis - ir pagājušas precīzi 60h kopš manas pēdējās sakarīgās celšanās pēc normāla miega. Pa šo laiku esmu aizmigusi uz precīzi 1,5 stundām. Pārējā laikā mācījos, izklaidējos, dzēru un visnotaļ negulēju. Pēdējais brīdis to izdarīt.

Tags: atskaite, insomnia
Current Mood: don't know
Current Music: don't care

Sakarā ar eksponātu pārvietošanu un līdz ar to trūkumu uz nenoteiktu laiku slēgts Nacionālais Aizvēsturisko izrakteņu muzejs 'Hugo Boss un viņa draugi'.
[Info off books: tika izvākti 62 neatkārtojami eksponāti.]

Tags: hugo
Current Mood: clīning-leidī
Current Music: Jū tū

Dega miskastes pie bd.
Ēdu pašceptus pīrādziņus.
Dzēru grādīgos paštaisītos kokteiļos.
Pusnaktī sēdēju pie un iekš bd ar Hugo.
Skraidīju pa āru vilnas zeķēs un bez jakas.
Ciemos nāca visādi smieklīgi cilvēki.
Notika dejas un kutināšanas un apņemšanās būt jaukiem.

Nokritu. [!!]
Raudāju un smējos.

[Iz]Dzīvoju.

Un tagad došos gulēt pirmo reizi šinī gadā.
Novēliet man labus sapņus.

Tags: atskaite, new year's
Current Mood: slīp deprived
Current Music: Adele [in head]

It's official. Sliktākā diena sliktāko dienu vēsturē. Īsumā:

1. I have a thing for rock-ish surfaces.

2. Es, Madara Salmane, liekot roku uz sirds, visu šo liecinieku virtuālajā klātbūtnē apsolos turpmākos pāris gadus [vismaz] publiskās vietās nedzert vairāk kā divus kokteiļus, šotus, vīna glāzes, etc. [Jo rezultāts pilnīgi noteikti neattaisno līdzekļus.]

3. It's my mom's 50th birthday and her father's day of passing away.

Tags: neatceries
Current Mood: -
Current Music: -

certainly does not provide more sleep or time. What it does provide is three and a half pages in my presentation, bunch of nice pictures and confusion. Although at this late/early hour almost everything is highly confusing.
And I just remembered I have a check-up test in Text interpretation. Thank God, I most probably will forget about it in the next few minutes. hjū.

Tags: skola
Current Mood: coffee-ish
Current Music: Moves like Jagger

I just love to go to a test knowing I don't know a thing [once again: a grave understatement].
[!@#$@@#%$%!!!]
Especially an oral one. Especially in French.
Followed by grammar.
Wish me a fast world's end. Preferably in the next 3 hours.

Tags: neatceries
Current Mood: like screamin'
Current Music: !@!@#

I've had WAY too much coffee..
What's the quickest way to get rid of all that overflowing caffeine?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xT3Vz1Y0pIk

That's what happens when you stop using regularly.

Tags: insomnia
Current Mood: unnatural
Current Music: Madara, Madara, kas tev' traku padara..

[And that's an understatement, to say the least.]
It's just Tuesday and I already love this week.
Yesterday I spent lying on my back in all places possible due to my incredible lack of balance. In short: slippery slopes and huge gravel stones love me.
Today morning I was unable to go to German or otherwise physically move myself and afterwards I received an inspiring e-mail that one of my students can't find motivation to continue to learn English and therefore quits. Vīhā.
Just now my curtain rail fell off. If I had a camera, I would take a nice picture and document the failure of my week ['life' is a little too soon to say].

It's like.. I want to scream 'Seriously?!' and '!$#@%$#^$%?!' at the top of my lungs.
BUT I FREAKIN' CAN'T!!!

#Sings# It's the most wonderful time of the year..
[Better don't hold one's breath.]

Tags: neatceries
Current Mood: pīčī
Current Music: -

Dzīve ir forša.
Dzīve mani mīl.
Viss ir lieliski.
Viss notiek.
Zelta maliņas, dimanta oliņas, alvas zaldātiņi..

I'm completely fine.
Me is kind. Me is smart. Me is important.

Tags: atskaite
Current Mood: still hanging
Current Music: Dylan Lullabies

And yes, I'm talking to you - series, movies and books.

- They say if you love smth, you should set it free.
- They say if you hate smth, you should slam a door in its face.

1. You take up too much of my time and squeeze in the middle of the supposedly more useful stuff.
2. You make me feel for things which aren't even actually happening.
3. You are too many.
4. You make me addictive.
5. You fill my head with loads and loads of trivia.
6. You are everywhere.
7. You are mean.
8. You don't come out when I want to.
9. You play dirty.
10. You are missed when you're not around.

[And yes, I am allowed to change my mind from loving movies&co to hating them in a few hours if I please so.]

True story.

Tags: complaints
Current Mood: slīpī
Current Music: bones [on the tv]

Let's enjoy the challenge!

".. will begin what the pilot calls a controlled descent. That kind of a descent, I tell him, would be nice for a change."
"There's always the chance you could die right in the middle of your life story. [..] So what else is new? And, Tell me something I don't know."
"On the night without the moon or stars you can't see a thing, but you can imagine anything."
"After working in these rich houses, I know the best way to get blood out of the trunk of a car is not to ask any questions."
"Today is just one of those days the sun comes out to really humiliate you."
"Not that I'm crazy or anything. I just want some proof that death isn't the end. Even if crazed zombies grabbed me in some dark hall one night, even if they tore me apart, at least that wouldn't be the absolute end. There would be some comfort in that."

- C.P. [got to love him]

Tags: quotes
Current Mood: hanging
Current Music: random

As previously predicted - just hit rock-bottom.

Tags: neatceries
Current Mood: shaky
Current Music: The Beatles - Strawberry fields

> 48 hours (~60)

** 2.5 for sleep, rest - insanity.

Let's look at the term.

• "A deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder [tell me about it]"
• "Such unsoundness of mind or lack of understanding as prevents one from having the mental capacity required by law to enter into a particular relationship [with particular states of mind], status, or transaction or as removes one from criminal or civil responsibility [soothing]"
• "Something utterly foolish or unreasonable"
• "Insanity destroys reason, but not wit [even better!!]"
• "Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results"

I'll stick to all of them. And parts of them. But all in all: "I can't explain what it's like to go crazy or to be crazy. Being crazy is just being myself."

** Ruļļi uz saspraužamajām adatām un kancelejas piederumi matos.
** In the process of seeming withdrawl.

Tags: insomnia, neatceries
Current Mood: freaky
Current Music: Radiohead

I just hate my life SO much at the moment.
Klaviatūra kļūst ar katru stundu arvien jautrāka.
Es ienīstu visu apkārtējo pasauli, kas man neļauj normāli mācīties [which basically means myself].
Mums solās būt jautra pastaiga. Lai gan - vismaz ir legitimate reason not to do dishes --> no hot water. Or any water at all for that matter. Kas nozīmē arī no hair-washing.
Un. Es ļoti ceru, ka notiks brīnums un tā sasodītā vētra būs sagāzusi uz sliedēm un vadiem tik daudz koku, ka es netikšu uz skolu [lasi: fr-v giga testu].

Tags: atskaite, neatceries
Current Mood: head - wall
Current Music: Mashups galvā

Of November. And there's not even the slightest breeze of snow or smth even remotely similar in the air. I miss snow. I like movies.

Tags: complaints
Current Mood: tralalā
Current Music: Bruno Mars - Other Side