Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 06:28
Morning light  
Acis jau piecos vaļā. Bet tāpat stundu pagrozījos. Pēdējā laikā šitā bieži un visai normāli jūtos. Par cīruli pārvēršos vai ko?


 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 15:17
narcisma augstākā pakāpe, bet ir arī iemesls par to runāt  
prieks kur tu rodies :) šitas bija sarkasms, bet tajā pašā laikā arī nē. Viss ir kārtībā, lēnām tuvojos noslēgumam. Nebūtu vēl tie eksāmeni būtu pavisam kūl. Šis tas arī familiāri sāk nokārtoties.
Bet ko es gribēju teikt, es joprojām nešaubos par to tuneļa efektu, kas manī ir. Un tas vistiešākajā nozīmē ir saistīts ar cilvēkiem, kas ienāk manā dzīvē. Es atdodu daļu no sevis, saņēmis vai nesaņēmis kaut ko atpakaļ, nezinu, bet tā vien šķiet, ka mani tas neuztrauc. Un tālāk jau man ar šiem cilvēkiem paliek tikai tādas atmiņas vien, bet viņi turpina saulainu dzīvi :) nevar jau nepasmaidīt. Viss sāk iet uz augšu.
Man paliek tikai jautājums, cik ilgi tāds tuneļa-cilvēks var dot un izturēt? Pienāks diena un viņš sadegs. Bet vismaz atstājis aiz sevis laimīgus cilvēkus.
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 15:29
just the way it is  
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 15:38
I'm supertramp.  
And everything you hoped would last
Just always becomes your past (it hurts)
But you were there
You helped me lift my pain into the air
I still cared

As I lowered you down my heart just jaded. In that moment the earth made no sound.
Neatteiktos vēlreiz noskatīties šo filmu. Gribētos izdarīt dzīvē ko līdzīgu.

Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.


Christopher McCandless: I read somewhere... how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong.

Christopher McCandless: Some people feel like they don't deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.

Christopher McCandless: If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed.

Christopher McCandless: What if I were smiling and running into your arms? Would you see then what I see now?

Christopher McCandless: You don't need human relationships to be happy, God has placed it all around us.


 
 
trokšņi: Eddie Vedder - Society
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 16:14
nodarbojoties ar muļķībām  

you are seagreen
#2E8B57

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
the spacefem.com html color qui
 
 
trokšņi: Breaking Benjamin - Forget It
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 17:57
riebjas bāzt te šitādus sūdus, a ko darīt ..  

 
 
trokšņi: Yoav - Angel and the Animal
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 18:26
sesija  
hah!
 
 
trokšņi: Yoav - 6/8 Dream
 
 
Nestandarts
03 Jūnijs 2011 @ 21:05
Let your heart go where the wind takes it - so i did.  
nobraukājos ar ričuku labs izlādiņš uzlādiņš vienlaicīgi. Meklēju vietu kur atsēdināt dupsi tā patālāk un prom no cilvēkiem, bet zarazas ir visur. 5min labi ja varēju pavadīt vientulībā ar sevi, blenžot uz lidmašīnu, kas uzmirkli iztraucēja manu vientuļo klusumu.


Rivers that still bring us life. Reasons to live in the moment -  

Atceros, ka tovakar nokonstatējām, ka nav labākas vietas kur uzaugt. Proud of my little village - te lido viss, vistas, koki un internets!
 
 
trokšņi: Jamie Woon - Spirits