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[28 Jan 2012|10:35am] |
Don't know why I haven't noticed it before, but her heart shaped pendant is not empty inside. It includes the first letter of her name. I'm just too blind to see those small things.
I think she has somebody. I once heard her talking with a man on the phone. They seemed to be close, but I'm not sure, that guy could be a relative, too. But then I don't understand why she comes alone. And back again, she is always eager to go home as soon as possible.
I already asked her for the second time, why such haste and if anybody is waiting? Answer was the same - nobody, just need to prepare for the school tomorrow. I don't believe. And I felt she didn't really like me asking that.
I grow tired of waiting for some miracle between us. I start to think that her heart indeed has only the first letter of her name in it and nothing else. This is the point where I lose my hope and from now on will try to forget to think of her. Anyway I will remain happy to see her. But she will be nothing more than a beautiful picture on the wall or a statue in the city park waiting for someone else to make her alive.
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