| Life goes on - survival game |
[22 Jul 2009|05:30pm] |
Life has turned into survival game - a job just for the money, garden just for the food, home just to spend nights, heart empty. My job is of no direct benefit to society and people. My garden has no flowers, just vegetables. My home is so messed and actually not mine, that I can never invite anybody there.
My heart? Filled with ghosts - memories and thoughts of people, that I simply can't meet. People, that are too far away. People, that changed too much, just like me. People, died. People too nice for me to be match to them.
I take a guitar and scare all the ghosts away. But I can't play all the time and all my life. And they come back. I wish I could play all my life. I'd be happy then.
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| Shrek |
[22 Jul 2009|05:45pm] |
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I would've put Shrek's face as my avatar here. But his face is too kind. Moreover, power armor from Fallout 2 suites my character much more. However... Shrek has layers, like onion, so it's symbolically the same. Then what? I guess, my face expression is very much like that of power armor.
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| Dreamcatching |
[22 Jul 2009|06:01pm] |
Drinking a lot of water or tea before going to sleep is a good practice for those, willing to catch some dreams. Alarm clock could work too, but not for such a sleepy type as me.
Have to stand up early in the morning and go to for a little walk to a water closet. Then return to bed and... showtime! So easy.
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