| Vairāku cilvēku dzīves |
[07 Jan 2009|11:32pm] |
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Sestdien man jābūt vienlaicīgi trijās vietās. It kā obligāti. Vārds - obligāti - ir vispār diezgan filozofsks. Nekas nav obligāts šajā dzīvē - izņemot pārtiku, gaisu, ūdeni un siltumu. Brīžiem šķiet, ka dzīvoju vairāku cilvēku dzīves. Tas protams nav iespējams - pilnvērtīgi nodzīvot vismaz divu cilvēku dzīves vienas dzīves ietvaros - viss tāds saraustīts, sasteigts un brīžiem nepabeigts.
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| Change my life |
[07 Jan 2009|11:42pm] |
Can anybody tell me what to do in order to change my life radically!? 'Cause I'm stuck!
I seem to be a wrong person for people around me... or people around me are wrong for me. Logically... Anyway, I'm alone. And alone I'm stuck!
My head is full of ideas, but I'm just not sure, they will work. Creating a website with my freaking singing of my freaking songs will only make steemstreet institution staff anxious about me. That kind of change is not what I really need. I don't wanna go public.
Bodybuilding? This will only switch people around me to a very much worse kind.
To get married? Marriage is a step Nr.2 in this process. I'm asking about step Nr.1.
I need just a few naturelovinchristianfreaks around me. Preferably being able to play some music instrument. And one more feature... oh, I'd be to embarrased to write about that one, so it's enough.
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