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Marts 31., 2007
14:04 - the consequence of thoughts
I
perfect & ideal
II
i cannot recall any other person but myself
who believes in existance of perfect & ideal
- there is no perfect man!
(the most typical phrase)
- nobody's perfect!
(oh, so you've met nobody.)
(so, perfect exists.)
III
fools!
IV
instead of using your mind
instead of taking a good look around
instead of shutting up and listening around
instead of noticing other roads
instead of thinking much more than few steps ahead
instead of admitting the possibility of your own shallowness
you behave, act and talk like a goddamn golden god on top of the world
V
i hate you!
VI
why do you make the definition of perfect & ideal unreal?
VII
how far can you go?
how far can you get?
or
where will you stop?
or the other way around?
VIII
have you ever admitted the possibility
that the thing is not about me being weak or irrational
but about you being incapable
to see what i see
to notice what i notice
?
no, of course you haven't
assumption?
no.
fact.
(yes.)
IX
i'll love the man
who'll put his arms around me
when i shiver in the wind
who'll melt with me in the sun
who'll call me right
who'll be intelligent
who'll be smart
who'll be dark haired
who'll be my shield without me knowing that
who'll see me in my every me
who'll make love with me on the kitchen table
who'll suggest riding on a motorcycle
who'll love English
who'll come with me
if i call
who'll take me with him
if he goes
(..)
X
i forsake everyone who thinks i'll be their's forever
i am
forever not yours
(sings the leader of a good music band).
aha
XI
when he talked about his daughter
his only daughter
how he cannot say
- no.
if she asks for anything
how he describes her
i felt how proud he was of her
why didn't you come to visit me?
why did you leave?
how could you leave me?
i needed you
and you we're never there for me
how dared you?
i would scream if mother wouldn't hear
how dared you to die, you bloody bastard!
i needed you,
dad.
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