Man nepatiik braukt trolejbusos. Protams, nav jau taa, ka shii atklaasme paar mani buutu naakusi tikai tagad. Bet. Bet. Bet. Shodien man blakus apseedaas kaut kaads nepatiikama skata vechuks..Trolejbusaa tukshu vietu bija papilnam, bet, nee, vajadzeeja apseesties tieshi man blakus.. nu labi..piecietu..un tad vinja roka balstiijaas tieshi pret mani. Necieshu, ka man pieskaras. Kaa man gribeejaas kaut ko vinjam pateikt, bet es, kaa vienmeer taadaas situaacijaas, tureeju meeli aiz zobiem. Beigaas izleemu kaapt aaraa vienu pieturu aatraak. Un, protams, arii vinjsh tur kaapa aaraa. arrrgghhh..
Bet taas jau tikai iislaiciigas dusmas. Taas nekaitee. Tikai dotajaa mirklii pabendee nervus. Bet tas jau normaali. Esmu stresains cilveeks. Uztraucos par nesvariigaam lietaam. Kaa jau es. Un kaa lai noshkjir lietas, par kuraam ir veerts uztraukties, no taam, par kuraam nav veerts uztraukties?

post scriptum  Es gribu piirsingu zem apakshluupas. Any advice?

Peec sapnis  posta..

LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship. You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing that he will protect you and you can be totally devoted to your other. At this point you are very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont even think that he/she could cheat you. You totally trust your partner in every single way. SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or played a game this trust is broken. You may try to forgive your other but this will be very difficult.He/She has to be friendly and trustworthy.

Ceriigi.

Ja tu kaut ko gribi atrast, tad tas ir jaameklee, vai ne?
Vai var gadiities, ka tas, ko tu meklee, sameklee tevi?
Un vai var gadiities taa, ka tu taa arii visu muuzhu pavadi mekleedams?
Bet varbuut patiesiibaa nav nemaz, ko mekleet?
Varbuut viss, ko mekleejam, ir acu priekshaa?
Un es tieshaam domaaju - viss.

Shiivakara atklaasme - smejies vai raudi, bet nu jau man ir vienalga. Saveejie sapratiis.