| it has been said that one quotes others to better express themselves |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|12:37 pm] |
"Now, I have never believed myself to be physically attractive. There are three reasons for this:
1. I'm not my type
2. I'm not physically attractive
3. So there"
Stephen Fry |
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| you so f*cking special.. |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|12:02 pm] |
" I wish I had something wrong with me.
... because then it will show. I mean there'd be like that tangible proof of how totally weird I feel... instead of having this outside that makes people think I'm always just... fine. Just perfectly fine and well-ajusted. And nobody knows how totally unnormal I feel." |
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| i don't know, but .. |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|02:58 pm] |
"Love stinks. You can dress it up in sequins and shoulder pads, but one way or another, you're just gonna end up alone at the spring dance strapped in uncomfortable underwear. "
J. Geils |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|02:07 pm] |
Rufus Wainwright said it best: "you will believe in love, and all that it's s'posed to be, but just until the fish start to smell and you're struck down by a hammer." |
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| sounds familiar? |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|01:46 pm] |
"No friends, no family. A completely empty, pointless life. That's right: bury your head in your little books. You don't belong in the real world. The real world doesn't want you." |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|12:53 pm] |
Janis Joplin said it best: "I'd rather be hated for who I am, than love for who I pretend to be" |
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| sēdēju un lasiju citu savu dienasgrāmatu. palīdz |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|04:21 pm] |
детство
бежать по нагретым солнцем прогибающимися крышам гаражей, до конца и обратно. и еще раз. и еще. а потом лечь почти рядом и говорить о всяких мелочах. или дойти до одинокого дерева с самыми вкусными листьями- сорвать и съесть парочку. блеклое небо и облака как пух.
nekas vairs nav tā.. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2006|10:48 pm] |
kārtējā histērija.
gandrīz angliska savā mierā.
joprojām nav uzradusies jēga, un arī mērķis kavējas (tālēs zilajās?).
apkārt tik daudz skaistu cilvēku, ka gribas raudāt.
retorisks jautājums - kāpēc estētisku sajūsmu jāsamaitā jāattīsta seksuālā plāksnē?
divas atbildes: cilvēki ir kropļi / es esmu kroplis
(vajadzīgo pasvītrot) |
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| moon |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|04:58 pm] |
viens no punktiem ir mēness
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| depression |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
divi puspunkti no 14 nav. neužeļi depresija?
common symptoms:
- feeling sad, hopeless or despairing for much of the time
- tiredness, lack of energy and irritability
- a loss of interest or pleasure in activities that were once enjoyed
- a slowing down of mind and body, or increased agitation and restlessness
- increased anxiety
- problems remembering, concentrating or making simple decisions
- feelings of low self-esteem, worthlessness or guilt that is not warranted.
- feeling isolated and cut off from other people, even those who are close
- a loss of loving feelings, which can be very distressing
- a loss of interest in sex
- changes in eating habits such as eating too much or too little
- difficulty in getting to sleep, waking much earlier than usual or sleeping too much.
- feeling much worse in the morning, especially on waking
- thoughts of suicide or death.
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| dead man |
[Sep. 8th, 2006|01:24 pm] |
E.: Why struggle with fate? Life can be sort of peaceful when you stop struggling.
J.: A lot like drowning that way. |
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| wonderfalls |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|11:45 am] |
"there are other ways to deal with depresion. sweethart, what was the last time you had a orgasm?"
es jau tagad mīlu šoseriālu. un protams ka viņu atcēla. pēc 13 sērijām (vai tomēr pēc 4?)
just in case http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8_bmzRhfag |
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[Sep. 5th, 2006|11:33 am] |
"I allowed myself to get attracted to his attraction to me." |
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| mantra |
[Sep. 2nd, 2006|09:56 am] |
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| mieru, tikai mieru |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|05:19 pm] |
"Americans sometimes say to me that they have no class system themselves. All human beings have class systems. It can be based on a different thing in a different country, but the thing about breeding is, you can't buy it. You can't buy class."
"I think it's a terrible thing to write and not enjoy it. It's a sad thing. But of course a lot of people do work because they need to eat. And we all need to eat, but that's not the only reason to work. You couldn't have paid me not to write."
(c) Anne Perry
Her story was depicted in the film Heavenly Creatures (1994). Kate Winslet portrayed her as her former self, Juliet Hulme.
Anne Perry was born on October 28, 1938, in London. She was first known as Juliet Marion Hulme, famed co-murderess of friend Pauline Parker's mother in 1954. After serving five years in Mount Eden Prison she moved overseas to be with her mother. In 1979 she published The Cater Street Hangman, the first in a series of successful mystery novels.
Under the terms of her release from prison she and Pauline Parker Reiper were never to see one another again; if they do, they will be returned to prison to serve a life sentence. Perry had sent many letters to Reiper while in prison and upon the her release from prison five years after Perry, but Pauline never replied. |
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| i like it |
[Aug. 30th, 2006|12:05 pm] |
ISOLATED- isolated / alone apart / i'll never crawl again/ i'll never fall again / until i'm free / here i stand in this room / caged and trapped inside / seems i'm damned to live a lie / unaware of what's outside / should i care / for what's left me behind / and i stare at light that makes me blind / internally there's nothing left for me to be / i'm here alone / and isolated / have no choice but be isolated / struggling left alone apart / pushed aside made segregated/ struggling left alone apart / see i have no choice but be isolated / threatened forced to extract the heart / pushed aside made segregated / have no choice but be isolated / the monsters make me hide / perhaps i'll eat myself alive / internally what is there left for me to be / i can't care for what's left me behind / and stare at light that makes me blind / these broken walls trap me inside / i'm isolated / have no choice but be isolated / struggling left alone apart / pushed aside made segregated / threatened forced to extract the heart / i'll never crawl again / i'll never fall again / until i'm free / and I stare at light that makes me blind / internally there's nothing left for me to be / i'm here alone and isolated
© CHIASM
http://chiasm.org/lyrics.htm
klausīties - labajā pusē - http://www.electrogarden.com/music/egn/profiles/56/
download - (derīgs 21 dienu) - http://www.mytempdir.com/897045 |
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| My so-called life |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|04:08 pm] |
skola ir kā lauvu bedre un skolēni - kristieši. un katru dienu tu atdzimsti vēlvienai pārbaudei. ja tava "ticība" ir stipra - tu izdzīvosi. ja nē .. ir divas iespējas - vai tu kļūsti par zvēru, vai par dzīvu mironi. tu staigā, ēd, domā - bet tevī vairs nav tā kas padara cilvēku par cilvēku.
"casino always win"
man šķiet es nomiru. sen-sen, pašā sākumā. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2006|09:56 pm] |
labie nodomi..
o jā, kas gan var būt briesmīgāks par tiem.
kārtējo reizi taisos saņemties.
kārtējo reizi domāju mainīties.
ilgākais bija 2 mēneši.
PS un citāts no divainas pasaciņas par guļošo skaistulli. "you make corpses look warm" |
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