Will I ever be normal?
Will my brain ever stop?
My head hurts,cause I'm sober
Just give me bottle
So I can drink away my sorrow
That's my first thought
When I feel a little happiness
Where does this anxiety come from?
Will this ever end?
I've been fighting far so long alone
Now, you have me and I have you
How can I ask help
When this word doesn't come out of my mouth?
I'm full of pain,
That's gone for so long
I feel happy, because of you.
I don't wanna be broken
I don't wanna be with damaged brain
But I'm just wired differently
So what can I do?
Can you help me?
I know you're the one I always wanted
I love what we have created
So please, if you're here to stay
Save me from myself
Is it too much to ask?
You tell me.
Is this what love is about?
Being there for each other
Even when you both have brains
Wired wierdly?
I hope so.
Cause I'm in love.
I'm in love so deeply
It seems like I never felt love before
I've never seen connection
So deep.
So free.
So light.
Until now.
I know I'm fucked up differently
And my demons are scared to smile
But I'm a woman on a mission
I'm gonna lose myself for you
I'm gonna find myself again.
I'm gonna find all the ways HOW I'm wired.
HOW my brain is connected.

I am yours.
You are my everything.
Maybe this is a little sad
For a love letter.
But who said love is always happy?
Don't get me wrong.
I am happy!♥️
Just trying to make peace with
Monsters inside of me.
Can't thank you enough
For being there for me,
When noone else was.
I truly love you.
And I'm going to, forever.
We are going to show those fuckers
We can get through anything.
You're the earth for my water
And I'm going to be yours.
Forever, My love.♥️