Call me
Call me in your dreams
Call me, when I ignore you
Call me
Cause giving false hopes is my new proffesion
It's an addition
It's a drug
But whatever you do
I will never call you
I will never scream
I rather be struck by lightning
Burnt from inside out
I'll take a gunshot
Cause I'll be reborn again
To make guys like you
My pets.
Call me
Call me in your dreams
Call me,cause i know you miss me
Call me, when you grow up
& Kiss me.
***
This false hope
Won't end up hanging in a rope
You know how to cope
Just take something
That's not so deep
Just take a snack
Don't bother making a meal.
There's no need for fear.
I will never call you.
Fuck you too.
/By me, 2020

love yourself to find love, they say.
take a look in a mirror & say
hey you're beautiful
so bright & wonderful!
step outside your mind
see what you can find
take with you
all them creatures that live
inside you
your tiny little soul parts
they're so into you
but they crave to see the world too
they say: "love will find you
before you know it
just find yourself first"
It's bullshit, i would say,
never hope for love or finding one
just take your minds creatures
and have some fun
see the world before you run
enjoy the view from where you're at
take a deep breath & smile
for your day ahead
stay true to yourself
with no doubts
don't hold on threshold of love
life is bigger word
than love
so make your life a good run
say no to things you don't like
make time for shit you want done
be whatever YOU want to become
take a look in a mirror, say
hey you're the best version of yourself, so strong & powerfull!

sounds selfish, they say
i say, that's what loving thyself is, anyway.

/By me, 2020