smaidu · vācele

and here it starts all over again.
it hurts, but i wish that this would be the last time. i 'm rely tired. I just want normal relationship with him. nobody else, just him. If I can't have that, i don't want anything else.
I guess then this is better than sufering all the time and not knowing- when he will ignore me. Again!

And the worst part is that i like so fucking many guys! I could say I am popular, but i feel like a shit just because i don't liek to one idiot, who s the most important person in the world. And like I don't like to him, i feel... ugly... Like a freak. Like nothing. Again.

And yes, she was right! He did it again! :(