“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” Bob Marley


nothing to do with my current mood or state of mind,just wanted to re-post it...

in one moment i thought this day can't get any worse, but it did..

not good..not good at all.. :(

everything is wrong.. broken smile and even Tony can't help..

lol. imagine how funny it will be to have a tiger tony (wearing his blue shorts and big smile) move in with some conservative people or somebody who don't like Tony? but he is pal of mine! it is impossible not to like him - look at him?! :)


he s adorable :) + he makes me smile :)

+ he is supporting my new Poppy project and all my BIIIG plans :)

wu huu, this program starts to like me back - wiiii :)

..feeling that i'm left alone with: DJ, inline skaters, poster and will to make this event work...doesn't leave me..c'mon people..

guess what? i am going to Guess tomorrow! :)

at least some new turn in my curious case of Beachgirl :)

plus i am head over heels in billion things - organizing extreme event with cool people and graffiti, contacting everyone and drawing up a clear vision..organizing hiking and sport games. hectic, crazy, creative and fun! :) do i need a hand? of course! :) let me know

just watched movie - "my sister's keeper". amazing, sad, pensive and deep.. movie that makes you think for something more than just yourself..

and i graduated! :)

with smile, fun, apples of wisdom, balloons with hearts and smiles and lots and lots of laughter (Afterwards) and just few clumsy-shoe-losing moments- i am done and DOOOONE!:)) wuuu wuuu fista fiestaaaa ;)

party at my beach! 8)

they say that New York is city that never sleeps, but what can you say about Riga? if I got to see my diploma already today, when I supposed to get it only tomorrow?.. mysterious..

but what can I say - I guess I am VIP or I am really good at breaking and entering :D hehh which reminds me about this Dane Cook video :D

inspiration to make B.E. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGpY2vaaehg&feature=PlayList&p=26B2A0A98E5C2143&playnext_from=PL&playnext=1&index=51

i went to my beach.. let's get tanned! :))

heheheh, šodien atkal dzirdēju šo lielisko vārdu - GORKA! :D
jap, biju kāzās! šoreiz krievu kāzās! :) atcerējos, savas pirmās kāzas,kur dzirdeju GORKA! heheh tā kā neesmu premium krievu valodā, tad arī ar šo vārdu biju uz jūs!..tad nu arī nesparatu, ko tas virietis sauc - kaut kādu GOrku! nodomāju,ka tas kaut kāds krieviņš un čalis vnk sameties!! :D:D:D heheh ne vella, kad visi sāka "meklēt to krieviņu", bet jaunais pāris bučojās, tad jau blondīnei aizgāja! :D hehehe nu blondi,nu?! be tagad točen zinu,kas tas ir!

bet labs vārds - raisa pozitīvas emocijas! :) nu tad visiem šodien - GORKA! GORKA! GOR-KAAAAAAAAA! :)) wiii

p.s. jap, i was sort of wedding crasher this time too! hehehe

p.s. I love wedding! :))

morning started positively - woke up! (6:30) to pick up bro and siang in the car.. hmmm, continued not so cool - at the point of paying for breakfast realized that i can't find my card.. hmm..so i am reporting missing card here! if you rad this - come home!i already miss you!seriously!

p.s. don't feel like having special day.. hmm.. guess raining doesn't help to create celebration nor BBQ feeling..

BUT,.. BUT, i at least have a plan(after watching my Dirty dancing-Havana nights) that i have to get back on dancing Salsa and, AND use these skills in some lovely salsa/Cuban bar in Cuba. ;) even if I will have to dance with 65-year-old stranger who will turn out to be THE salsa king in his time! ;)
hehe well,sounds good to me! 8)

all morning i was all over place.. did everything not to stop for the minute and think.. but when i did.. well..a lot of ideas crossed my mind, like doping addicted beans..everything is done and done - no uni,no work,no strings really to anything - i am free like a bird... so weird.. and first time in my life i don't have no idea nor plan what now - and i hate that.. i couldn't pull myself together.. i should be enjoying the moment of freedom.. but i guess i am not that kind of person who can do nothing..

but than.. heh ;) skype talk with someone dear turned my lost soul and smile back on track.

thank you. I love you for that reason too. ;)

... that sun is not loving me back at all..

after the sport games in beach i got 2nd year in the row - a MAJOR puppy eye* and tanned in triangles on foot from flip flops.. not even talking about lost voice from cheering and supporting. hehehe still can't decided if that was worth it, because i have my thesis discussion tomorrow - no voice and puppy eye - soooo NOT the best, professional and persuading combination about my knowledge and skills.. so guess will have to decide after it whether it was worth it or not! :) hehehe oh well, i think good fun and good supporting must pay off,right? :)

so lets keep fingers crossed starting tomorrows 10am, ok,ok?! ;)



xo xo




*puppy eye - suntanned huge sunglasses from one side

silly, but i think my arrogant part can't handle bad critique even when it is objective.. will have to work on that..

 i think this is what happens when you have to high expectations..


oh well, tout lasse, tout casse, tout passe. so lets stay positive and will see what Monday will bring ;) and lets stick to my Smiley plan :)

kā lai neaizmirst brīdinājumu līdz gada beigām, kas ticis dots šodien?

you know what just realised again? that worlds biggest problems still remains jealousy..and you know what? i want to be part of this problem. so i am happy to get out of my dramas and soap operas :)and i see and will see the bright side in everything. it makes everything soo much easier :) and more smiley;) so this is how we will do now.. ;)and i will have a good days ;)

but this..this lyrics is part of song which is appropriate for the day and all the jealousy that poisons everything.


"Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside"

nezinu, bet šovakar parādījās radošā iedvesma uz tauriņiem un rožā padebešiem,debesmannu, smaidiem un zvaigžnotiem padebešiem..
varbūt tāpēc, ka satiku brīnumdraugu- no kura satikšanas vien gribās smaidīt un mīlēt dzīvi. :) vai tapēc, ka atskārtu cik laimiga esmu.. nezinu, bet viss kaut kā sasmaidījās :) iedvesma arī parādījās ne tikai dzejot un smaidīt, bet arī darīt labāka lietas, labākus darbus - kā dāvināt un crtl+c un crtl+v smaidus :)

šovakar jau izlidzēju draugam, kurš pat to neprasīja, bet bija varen priecīgs, tā kā smaidam daudz nevajag :) vēl vena uzvara smaidiņiem! ;)

ahhh, tā vien gribās iziet ārā un uzdejot pludmalē, zem naksnīgām,zvaigžņu pielietām debesīm, smieties un baudīt dzīvi! 8)

ok,es eju ārā pie jāņtārpiņiem un pūcītēm! 8) wiiiiiiii

p.s. sounds like somebody is in love here.. heh..oh wellll mīlulīgīgi vienalga! :)) kas? visss :))*

šis vēstījums ir ar sapni par nākotni un laimīgāku rītdienu,
par rozā pasauli un tauriņiem, par smaidiem un acu skatieniem,
kas izsaka vairāk nekā miljoniem vārdu...,
un mīlestību..., kas dod spārnus lai lidotu,
kas viegla kā dūna paceļas pāri itin visam
un iemirdzas naksnīgajās debesīs kā zvaigžņu puteklītis...