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finding the little door is important, disobeying the predator's orders is important, and finding out what is so special about this one room is essential. p48
in this stage of initiation, a woman is harassed by the petty demands of her psyche which exhort her to comply with whatever anyone wishes. compliance causes a shocking realization that must be registered by all women. that is, to be ourselves causes us to be exiled by many others, and yet to comply with what others want causes us to be exiled from ourselves. it is a tormenting tension and it must be borne, but the choice is clear. p81
to be ourselves causes us to be exiled by many others, and yet to comply with what others want causes us to be exiled from ourselves |
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[2. Sep 2018|10:02] |
piekritu darīt, kaut gan jau pēc pirmā mirkļa jutu, ka negribu
visgrūtāk bija dzirdēt toniju šodien, kad viņa teica - ja tu sevi kaut mazliet mīlētu, tu nepiekristu, tu pateiktu nē, jo tu esi pelnījusi daudz labāku, un tur ārā ir kaut kas daudz labāks, bija tik sāpīgi to dzirdēt un zināt, ka tā ir, un ka es
piekritu
jo neticu, ka esmu pelnījusi
un nevaru saņemties un pateikt nē
jo bail
un jo, who am i to ask for anything better
be happy to have anything at all
how i need my wolves |
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[2. Sep 2018|10:06] |
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cīnies, lūdzu, cīnies, neatdod mani verdzībā |
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