Omg, Lila Rose is my total spirit animal lady.. Noskatiijos vinjas UCLA debati un es nespeeju noticeet, ka cilveekam var buut tik satriecoshas pacietiibas rezerves. Also, when you invite a drunk moron like frikin' Stephanie to debate at a respectable university, something has gone really wrong with the world, but I guess we already know that. She was literally, like a drunk old pervy yuky dumb comedy patriarchy movie dude at a local pub parroting illogical, cringey nonsense. She was sort of like Trump ironically!

Granulu deficīts.

Saaku skatiities Pluribus - it is EXACTLY like talking to Chatgpt.

Visvieglaakais veids uzlabot demograafiju buutu aizliegt kontracepciju un abortus. Is that hate speech maybe? Bet honestly, that would additionally unfuck female minds, jo gan jau ka maaksliigie hormoni speelee savu lomu, plus cilveeki pieietu attieciibaam ar lielaaku reveranci, which would be extra morality points.

Man tiešām šķiet, ka lāči nav pārāk interesanti dzīvnieki.

Buutu interesanta vispasaules, vai visrietumu vai vismaz visvalsts aptauja tiem cilveekiem kas izveeleejushies radiit beernus - kaads tam bija iemesls?

Mani ljoti amizanti bet arii no sirds sajuusminaaja Agneses Irbes rakstiitais, ka (senaak) "absolūtam vairumam tomēr ļoti pievilcīgs šķiet pretējais dzimums, viņiem šīs pievilcības rezultātā gluži dabiski dzima bērni, kurus kaut kā nebūt tomēr uzaudzināja, ļaujot paaudzēm nomainīties." Es nekad neesmu sapratusi tos paarus, kas var gadiem nodziivot bez beerniem, bez gjimenes veidoshanas. Un esmu jau vairaakkaart varbuut naivi rakstiijusi, ka ja vien man buutu nauda (un tagad arii varbuut veel jauniiba) tad apbeernotos ne pa jokam. Viens no pashiem skaudraakajiem aspektiem manaa dziivee man ir bijusi nemitiigaa nepiecieshamiiba izvairiities no gruutnieciibas. Tas vienmeer ir shkjitis kaa attieciibu truukums kaut kaads bez maz vai, taa it kaa es nedziivotu pilniibaa, bet izvairiitos un apdaliitu savu esiibas noluuku. Un protams, veel viens skaudrs aspekts, peec tam kad ir beerni ir, ka nav neviena apkaart no tavas gjimenes kas par vinjiem priecaatos, kas vinjiem maaciitu lietas.

Vismaz manai paaudzei jau no beerniibas / pusaudzhu gadiem maaciija, ka galvenais ir individualitaate, karjera un personiigi panaakumi - gjimeni neviens nekad nepiemineeja. Taapeec izveeloties gjimeni un beernus, lai arii tu it kaa zini ka it's the right thing to do, you also feel like you are failing your potential. Basically you feel like you are failing in both areas constantly, because you have two competing knowledges.

Man shkjiet rietumi ir neatgriezeniski individuaalistiski, agnotiski un zudushi. Ja vien tu neesi taads pats neglaabjams romantikjis, kam beerninjsh vienkaarshi shkjiet kaa miilestiibas turpinaajums par spiiti apstaakljiem vai sekaam, tad demograafija nekaadi neuzlabosies.

Ja vien valdiibas nesaaks maaciit cilveekiem, ka personiigi panaakumi un individuaalisms nav nemaz tik svariigi - how likely is that..

Kopš lietoju Himalaju sāli, man nav bijušas iesnas.

Make a rat.

Shodien ir skolas application deadline prieksh S. Although its compeletely out of my control, I just feel so depressed about it. Jo es nespeeju noticeet, ka vinjsh iekljuutu tajaa labajaa skolaa kur pashlaik iet daarzinjaa, un ja vinjsh iekljuus tajaa lielajaa mediocre skolaa kur vinjsh visticamaak iekljuus, tad i will just feel like total failure, that cannot make anything good for her child to happen. Another desperation of having kids - you want them to have a better life than you had, but you can't really make it happen unless you are rich. All you can hope for is that by some miracle your kids will be better humans than you were and will end up in better places than you have.

I just feel so poor and mediocre and horrible + mold + mana endless bezdieviigaa suudzeeshanaas par visu.

I just feel cry-y, es zinu ka Dievs taapat visu veertiis uz labu, bet cilveekiem ar maz ticiibas viss ir viena vieniiga nebeidzama depresija un duums.

出汁。