I have a serious problems. There is a person whom I simply cannot ask several things which I would like to know. I'm just curious, but at the same time, I cannot do that, my fingers do not want to write, my tongue - to speak.

And I'm thinking about wristcutting. I'm just curious, how would I feel? Free, relieved, beautiful, lonely?

I'm not thinking about it in a way that I would like to do it. I'm just tired.

Today they put my grandfather in a hospital. It's sad. I love him.

And I just want somebody to give me a hug.

es nepadošos alūzijām. tās mani mocīja līdz 4:00. un tagad atkal. jau no 8:00.

miers un Dievs - nopūtās Amālija un apmierināti iekodās šokolādes cepumā.

bye, stupid allusion, till Friday.

mani patiešām tracina sava research tēma - The Allusion in Headlines of Political Articles. es nesaprotu, kāpēc es šo tēmu izvēlējos... un tagad izrādās, ka ir pārāk maz pieejamu datu par šo tēmu. man jārokas tik rūpīgi un jātver katra informācijas druska, kas attiecas uz tēmu.

info pie info neliksi, pie research netiksi.