| Forever not the person people want me to be |
[Jan. 21st, 2017|08:44 pm] |
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It took me a good 20 years to more or less like myself, to more or less accept that I'll never be good enough for my mum. To start enjoying the things I like without having a bad conscience about it. And not feeling bad about what I want and what I don't want.
And it is really sad that my best friend after 10 years of friendship suddenly tries to change me, which at first led to me being pissed, but lately leads to me growing apart from her and blocking things she says.
Un vsp - so what if I'd better take an extra shift at the clinic than go to drink overpriced drinks at the bar with people I don't know? [un as I said - there are people I would have gone to the bar with. I will not spend the evening mortifying myself..] |
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