I think she finds redemption, and that she’s at peace. We have these idolized versions of ourself. You probably have an ideal of what you want when you’re 30, right? Sometimes you’re on that path moving towards that direction, but then something radically pulls you out of it. All the sudden what you wanted at 30 isn’t a possibility anymore, so you live this other life that is perhaps more difficult and harder. What if those two versions of you confronted each other? Would it be so obvious that the one who went on the idolized life was on the better path? It’s not completely true that version has had everything.