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Friday, August 15th, 2025

    Time Event
    5:13a
    Let go - Paul Van Dyk was best, when I was going home on taxi. "feel like a criminal" – lines from song, nose full of "speed", 3 grams of speed in pocket plus ganja, and taxi speeding over bridge. Night skies and Daugava. Most wonderful feeling. I asked driver to turn up volume.
    Heart is real pumping, balls rolling, I just had no breath, how dangerous and uplifted I felt. It was just year or two ago.
    6:57p
    GPT par manu komentāru par apmātību
    me:
    and its paradox – informal, alternative view people usually demands pure conservativism. they can accept gays, whatever of our society, but ideology of classic pureness is stronger then in trads.

    GPT:
    Exactly — it’s the hidden authoritarianism of “alternative” spaces.

    They’ll preach openness, diversity, and breaking social norms… until you touch their canon, their holy figures, their unwritten dogma. Then suddenly you’re dealing with a stricter orthodoxy than the so-called “trad” crowd.

    In that sense, it’s not about being progressive or conservative — it’s about guarding the tribe’s symbols. For Ciba’s alternative-view people, Nick Cave isn’t just a musician, he’s part of the sacred mythology. Question him and you’re not just wrong — you’re a heretic.

    It’s funny, because they think they’re rebelling against mainstream culture, but they’ve built their own little Vatican.

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