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[Jan. 4th, 2012|11:40 pm] |
how to be free?
timeless question. extraordinarily devoid of answers.
be.
be is the answer.
its you and yourself. it is and it always has been.
circumstances are only as hard as you let them to be.
but no.no im not talking about blocking them. embrace and let go..embrace and let go.
but where is humanity then?
is it human to be detached?
is it human to be free?
what is human?
the ability to feel,think,express.
also the ability to choose. choose reactions,feelings,expressions.
then why choose the ones that hurt?
because we are infinitely afraid.
afraid to be free..free of emotions..free of purpose..free of goal...lost.
daily struggles and misfortunes keep us tied up, prisoned,grounded,safe. we dont need to think about the endless universe and our counted uncertain days.we dont need to ask why?just how?..and how? is an easy one...concrete,real,testable...
the same fear of our mortality is what keeps us locked away, timid, unexpressive..disgust.they taught me that disgust is what keeps us sane. when being disgusted we dont need to think about our animalness...about our mortality...about our weakness..excrements,blood, sperm, rotting things..they all remind us how easy it is to die. |
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