| kāpēc tu šeit esi? |
[May. 25th, 2009|01:13 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Cantus (song of tears) by Karl Jenkins | ] |
Man bieži radās jautājums par cilvēku eksistenci. Es to vairs sen neuzdodu, bet šeit tomēr ir cilvēki. Tāpēc man atkal rodas šis jautājums. Kāpēc? Kāpēc tu esi šeit? Kāpēc tu lasi šo? Redziet... jūs domājāt, ka es uzdodu jautājumus par pasauli, bet viss tomēr ir tik sekli. Daudzreiz seklāk nekā jums jebkad ir šķitis.
Cik no jums saviem mīļajiem ir pateikuši "es tevi mīlu?" |
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| bills of mortality |
[Apr. 30th, 2009|01:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | yes | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Opus 314 (Straus) | ] |
half a clowny joker
half a morbid whiner |
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| quiet |
[Apr. 27th, 2009|01:17 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | proper pissed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boadicea by Enya | ] |
so loud my ears hurt.
can't! can't... *sigh*
the stars have fallen off..
ridiculous.
such disaster
snip snip snip
there it all goes off
clap clap clap
there you go...
off again
bang bang bang
goes the shotgun
drip drip drip
goes the red
i'm proper fucked. |
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| depressive nostalgia that I love and cannot live without yet hate and want to die because of |
[Apr. 10th, 2009|01:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | swinging | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Catalani opera | ] |
bloodstone on my desk
bloodstone on my heart
eyes watching me
celestial bliss
( ... tālāk ... ) |
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| gaiss pēc lietus |
[Apr. 10th, 2009|12:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sāp vēders no sajūsmas | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Goldberg variations, Debussy, violin, piano, etc.. | ] |
this scent is a drug to me
nothing exists
sudden paradise |
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| Schizophasia |
[Mar. 16th, 2009|02:04 am] |
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| | jauks | ] |
| [ | music |
| | iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii galvā | ] |
"Why do people believe in God?"
a) "Because He makes a twirl in life, my box is broken help me blue elephant. Isn't lettuce brave? I like electrons, hello."
b) "Tissues without a triangular head lice be it with controller is the noodle man of ice pops and radio yes thanks."
c) "So even with I but he river flow amber rod with it."
d) "You know bear mama said just keep boxing bitches."
e) "Where is narwhal pretty rhombus with monocle kitty"
Hello schizo :) |
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| Quote of the day |
[Mar. 15th, 2009|08:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lol | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Katharsis by Raison d'etre | ] |
"life is not a bowl of Xanax"
(yours truly) |
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| konvulsijas |
[Feb. 21st, 2009|01:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | nav | ] |
| [ | music |
| | klusums | ] |
melnbalts. makšķeraukla savelkas ciešāk ap kaklu. insignia. cain. |
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| crack |
[Feb. 1st, 2009|10:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | migreena | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get it together by the youngbloods | ] |
my head is cracking in.
my eyes are dripping out of my sockets.
and I'm hungry. |
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| Unconditional love |
[Jan. 12th, 2009|11:52 pm] |
"(--)the greatest power known to man is that of unconditional love. Through the ages, mystics, sages, singers and poets all expressed the ballad and call to love. As humans, we searched endlessly for the experience of love through the outer senses. Great civilizations have come and gone under the guise of love for their people. Religions have flourished and perished while claiming the true path to love. We, the people of this planet, may have missed the simplicity of unconditional love. ... Simply stated, unconditional love is an unlimited way of being. We are without any limit to our thoughts and feelings in life and can create any reality we choose to focus our attention upon. The qualities of love are endless and the expressions are infinite. The power of unconditional love is within each of us."
(Harold W. Becker, author and founder of the Love Foundation, Inc.) |
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| Tu melo! |
[Jan. 10th, 2009|04:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ar labu nakti | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Donky Punch" by 8-bit Weapon | ] |
Visi melo. Es meloju. Jūs melojat. Viņi melo.
Visi melo.
Šodien nonācu pie spēcīga lēmuma atteikties no reliģijas. Nav gluži tā, ka es būtu gājis uz baznīcu pirms tam, bet šis nu būs mans punkts reliģijas teikumā. Kāds varētu nodomāt, ka es sevi nolemju Ellei, lai nu tā būtu. Vismaz degot Elles liesmās es zināšu, ka tas bija MANS lēmums, kas mani noveda šādā situācijā. Jebkurā gadījumā esmu atklāts jebkam, kas notiek aiz līnijas, un no tā nebaidos.
Noskatījos tautā sludināto Zeitgeist. Ir spēks. Ir doma. Parakājos interneta kritikā un vecajos Illuminati/Brīvmūrnieku, Luciferiāņu un citos atmiņas failos. Viņi ziņo par Patiesību. Bullšits. Pat ja kāds to tiešām dara, tad otra puse pamatīgi nopūlas radot pretējas vai līdzīgas (vēl ļaunāk!) informācijas plūsmu, kas mūsu 10% smadzenītēs rada tikai vēl lielāku haosu un mēs ķeramies pie jebkā, kas šķiet pašam atbilstošākais.
Es saku - laidiet to salmiņu vaļā. Aizveriet acis. Aizmirstiet, kas notiek aiz plaktiņiem. Ieelpojiet 10 reizes. Iedomājieties dzīvē saņemtās nozīmīgās dāvanas un atveriet acis jaunais pasaulei. Šī nav pilnīga miskaste. Ikdienas steigā mums vnk ir vieglāk pamanīt sastrēgumu nevis mākoņus. Pat sūdu čupā ir kas skaists.
Jūs pat iedomāties nevarat cik skaista jums liksies dzīve, ja aizvērsiet acis 10 sekundēm sapņu katru dienu, tieši pašā saspringtākajā brīdī.
Pēkšņi visas problēmas izgaist...
Domas pārvēršas darbos.
Ievēlaties un esat gatavi saņemt.
Relaksējieties un izbaudiet braucienu, ko šī dzīve jums piedāvā.
Pat visgrūtākajā brīdī.. IT SEVIŠĶI visgrūtākajā brīdī!
Aizveriet acis un sasniedziet savus sapņus. |
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| musiik |
[Jan. 8th, 2009|01:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sāp galva | ] |
| [ | music |
| | k-kāds ambient | ] |
"!!!PIRACY AND COPYRIGHT VIOLATION DOESN'T KILL MUSIC - COMMERCE DOES!!!"
(http://dex.neirothe.net) |
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| yes. |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|01:45 am] |
no. |
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| the young ones |
[Dec. 2nd, 2008|09:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | swinging | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some trippy Drum'n'Base | ] |
"Vyvyan Basterd
Vyvyan is an orange-haired, punk rocker and medical student. He is extremely violent and regularly attacks Neil and Rick with pieces of wood, cricket bats and other large objects."
I think I might have found my new obsession...
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| ātri! |
[Dec. 1st, 2008|12:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Kobrikains | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stigmata by Ministry | ] |
cik sērijas ir Panorāmai? |
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| We all go over it |
[Nov. 28th, 2008|12:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | suicidāls. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I hate myself and I want to die by Nirvana | ] |
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| There's only an idea. |
[Nov. 19th, 2008|07:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | darbīgs | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Under the Gun by Supreme beings of Leisure | ] |
Ideas are bulletproof. |
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| Charlene |
[Nov. 17th, 2008|08:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | margināls | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 20000 Leagues under the Sea audiobook | ] |
"This is my rifle. There are many like it but this one is mine. My rifle is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. Without me, my rifle is useless. Without my rifle I am useless."
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| logic... they has it |
[Nov. 6th, 2008|01:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | miegains | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ministry | ] |
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| 'cest moi |
[Nov. 2nd, 2008|01:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | radošs | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The seeker by the Who | ] |
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