| lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events |
Jan. 28th, 2012|12:13 am |
zīmes. to read them or not? to be or not to be?
maybe reading 'the book of lost things' was a sign for me to get ready to lose great many things.
but then again i started losing all that before the book. before everything happened.
ja šīs būtu ekstrasensu cīņas - i might say - eto porča, eto prokļatje.. and maybe it is.
maybe some people just aren't allowed to be happy.
'no art comes from happiness'
un there was the big question - is this all happening because i'm wrong, or was that one of my misfortunes too. ['Oh, yes, his misfortunes have been very great indeed!' - mr. darcy]
a series of misfortunes:
1) G
2) M
3) car [this though was retrieved just not in time]
4) cinema equipment malfunction
5) trojan [lost HDD + consequences]
6) B failure
7) one of my favorite earrings lost
8) got totally ill again [have 2 days to get better]
9) headaches are back
it's been three weeks of that, and before more comes i will probably do what i always do when it gets bad.
memo: on the night of that first event i asked God for something a normal person wouldn't ask, but this might be the price. God is cruel to be kind. [and so am i, so am i]
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