| 2010 in numbers |
Jan. 1st, 2011|01:55 pm |
huraah! the worst year of my life is over [with the worst spent new year's eve - bet enīvej, kā gan citādi viss šis murgs varēja beigties?] ready for a new start..
weight gained: 5 kg [šogad totāli jāņem sevi rokās]
fitness visits: ~ 100 [moš visi liekie kg ir muskuļi]
days spent in a depressive state: ~300
boyfriends: 0
girlfriends: 0
new friends: 0
projects finished: 0
school courses taken: 0
danger of getting flanged from university: 1
things to be proud of: 2 [nokārtoju teoriju un didn't kill myself]
driving lessons: 5
travels abroad: 2 [eiropas figure skating čempionāts un london]
trips taken: 1
concert visits: 1
theater visits: can't recall any
cinema visits: 18 [wow. laikam tiešām slikts gads]
movies watched: oh, hundreds
books listened & read: ~ 40
times read Gone with the Wind: 1
times listened to Gone with the Wind: 9
hours spent listening to Gone with the Wind: 432 [džī]
times watched f&f: 13
times watched p&p: 0
dead pets: 2
new pets: 2
dogs: 0
prospect of getting a dog: 50:50
quarrels with mom: thousands
quarrels with brother: 1
nervous breakdowns: 11
haircuts: 1
doctor visits: 5
pre-suicidal attempts: ~ 30
suicidal attempts: 0
suicidal thoughts: thousands
alcohol units consumed: a lot less than in 2009
cigarettes: 0
urge to smoke: hundreds
blog entries: 416 [kas ir teju vai puse no all time ierakstiem]
all in all a very bad year. nothing achieved, nothing wished for, no laughter, no fun.. mostly stress and depression and quarrels and the sense of self-loathing, uselessness and hate.. |
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