| by the fastest travel there is -> сарафанное радио |
Nov. 25th, 2010|04:59 pm |
it can always be worse.
what i've figured just now -> that book is destructing. it's some sort of psychological weapon. it makes me hate myself every time i start to enjoy the cruelty or sadness or whatever it is i enjoy. i always liked the moral traumas, emotional culminations, heartbreaking sights, but this.. this is different, it's too mingled with the physical pain with all its gore and blood, and pus, and bile.. it makes me sick and then again i just keep "watching" because it's what i do.. i watch books. and i'm no batter then the capital citizens just craving for the show..
actually now - i'm approaching the second games.. and i feel eager for the ordeals to start. it's like being a barbarian with the same bread and circuses [or even better bread and games] concept..
panem et circenses! |
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