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November 14th, 2016

[Nov. 14th, 2016|09:15 am]
Svarīgs ir ne tikai iekšējais, bet arī ārējais. Ne tikai pievilkšanās likums, bet arī atgrūšanās likums. Zināt, kad pielietot vienu un kad otru. Nav jēgas censties izmainīt pasauli, uzskatīt sevi par upuri, fokusēties tikai uz ārējo, bet kļūdās arī tas kas fokusējas tikai uz iekšējo un domā, ka viss ir viņa paša radīts. Jo mēs esam kopradītāji, ir kolektīvās apvienības, tādas kā sabiedrība, cilvēce, dzīvās būtnes, Dievs - viņiem ir savi nolūki un es ar savu radīšanu iekļaujos viņu uzliktajos rāmjos. Piemēram, mēs joprojām dzīvojam sistēmā, nevis tāpēc, ka es tā gribu vai esmu personiski to radījis, bet tāpēc, ka cilvēce kopumā un Dievs to grib. Svarīgs ir ne tikai pievilkšanās, bet arī atgrūšanās likums - mēs ne tikai piesaistam to, ko mēs vēlamies, mēs arī atbaidam to, ko mēs vēlamies. Tikai apvienojot vēlmi ar palaišanu vaļā, var sasniegt vēlamo.
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[Nov. 14th, 2016|10:38 am]
One of the ’targets’ to which Mr. Brown’s military RV trainer sent him was the Grey aliens’ collective mind, and more specifically he was instructed to search out the ultimate command or control center of the collective.

Shortly after this particular experiment began [one of many], Brown found himself in an area where several Greys were working, although he did not know exactly where this was. He ’followed’ the collective mind or thought-flow and found it to be absolutely massive, giving him the feeling of something unbounded, and almost universal in nature. However, he did detect a center, a definite ’heartbeat’ of this massive collective matrix, into which and out from which a steady stream of information was flowing.

He noticed, at one point, an unusual ’subspace’ being that seemed to be directing the activities of the Greys he was observing, and discovered that the bodies of the Greys themselves were incarnated by such ’subspace’ beings which apparently entered the Greys’ embryonic bodies and used them as vessels to manipulate physical reality.

Brown was then instructed to locate other of these beings who apparently controlled the Grey collective from a subspace or astral level, and found himself in an area where several of these subspace or paraphysical entities were located. As he continued towards this ’center’ the number of subspace or non-corporeal beings increased until he came to a place of much activity, something like a grand central station type of area, where these beings were very active in various pursuits.

He did not know exactly where this was, but noticed that the closer he came to the control ’center’ the more he sensed an increasing rigid atmosphere of absolute military-like control. He came to what he sensed was the central governing center of the subspace beings’ activity, and in the center of this there was another area where a "council of 10" very high-level subspace or paraphysical entities congregated. These were apparently the governing principalities who were engaged in running the whole operation. The security here was absolutely incredible.

Then he perceived the SUPREME LEADER of this council of 10 paraphysical entities... and at about this point Courtney Brown was jerked back into his body, so to speak. He sensed that this leader had detected the presence of his own subspace, astral or magnetic body which he had projected, and had followed this RV ’intruder’ back to his physical source. Brown and his trainer felt an oppressive, dark ’cloud’ enter the room and it stayed there for about half a minute scrutinizing the scene. It left, apparently seeing the two RV’ers as "small frys" who were not worth wasting its time on.

Before Brown’s expulsion from the command center however, he was able to perceive for a brief moment what this being was really like. He or it was an extremely powerful being, but one with a twisted personality that was full of darkness. Apparently this being had come into conflict with another Force which it saw as its enemy. Brown sensed within this being a severe self-esteem problem, in spite of its incredible power, and because of this it had a consuming desire to be worshipped by others.

Brown was confused when he sensed that these subspace beings, and in turn the Reptilians / Greys, were actually COMMANDED by this leader to engage in self-indulgent and destructive activities. This being apparently wanted his servants to use self-indulgent rewards or fear of punishment to maintain the absolute hierarchical command structure within its empire -- as well as through the rest of the subspace hierarchy, and in turn throughout the Reptilian Grey’s collective ’hive’ society that they completely infested.

Brown also got the impression that it was FEAR and PRIDE -- its perceived NEED to be worshipped -- that kept this being from negotiating with its ancient enemy, and that this being was utterly desperate to maintain its very survival or existence [strange for a seemingly immortal subspace being] and chose to resort to rebellion and terrorism in a desperate attempt to take control of the situation. Brown received a strong impression that this being was the ultimate universal terrorist!!! Apparently because of its all-consuming ego this being would NEVER humble itself before its ’enemy’, and the same might be said for most of the upper echelon of the hierarchy who depended on the praise of their fellow collaborators to maintain their illusion of self-importance.

These beings, one might say, had long ago and of their own free-agency ’imploded’ in upon themselves -- becoming ’spiritual black holes’ with all-consuming appetites, absolute astral vampirial-like parasites, having extinguished all ’light’ within themselves and therefore being unable to be brought back "into the light". Incapable of giving out ’light’, they have become totally reprobate, devouring any and all life and innocence around them that they can possibly consume. The leader of this subspace ’collective’ had long ago drawn these other dark beings into itself, like a large black star devouring other smaller ones around it.
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[Nov. 14th, 2016|10:25 pm]
Šodien sieva mani atstāja ar bērnu un pati aizgāja kārtot mantas uz Jaunradu, jo rīt mēs pārvācamies. Jaunradā bija iebriduši "bandīti", viņa dzirdēja soļus un čukstus. Viņa man zvanīja, bet man bija izslēgts telefons. Ja viņa mani būtu sazvanījusi, es aizskrietu dusmīgs ar mačeti. man žēl, ka es neaiztāvēju savu sievieti. pats no sevis es neesmu īpaši drosmīgs, bet, ja ir jāaizstāv sieviete, es varu kļūt kā pūķis. Par laimi, viss beidzās labi.
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