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January 10th, 2014

[Jan. 10th, 2014|08:54 pm]
Juulijaa es dziivoshu teltii un katru dienu guleeshu zaalee un stundaam ilgi skatiishos saulee. Tad es eediishu tikai svaigus daarzenjus. Un tad, kad pazudiis saule, es katru dienu staigaashu basaam kaajaam pa mezhu 45 min. Un, ja tas neliidzees, es rudeni aizbraukshu uz Indiju un dariishu to pashu. Taa es esmu izleemis. Juus to nevarat ietekmeet.
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[Jan. 10th, 2014|11:38 pm]
hermine leboutte
to Madhu, KRSN, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, me, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA, KRSNA

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Dear Sweet Madhu Gopal,...

I just called Kanchanavalli this monday... my dear sweet Madhu I found my calm again although tears are again coming writing to you.

She spoke with Mandira and this one recognised that I did not attacked her physicaly!


So what ? It's now clear:

it's this horrible fat Bhagavati who lies about me just to destroy me full of hate!!


But Mandira is the one who inspired Bhagavati! I know what happened!

Mandira was asking me 'why I am in RADHADESH ?', in the idea that is not my place to be as a believer in JESUS!

On that moment I took time to think about what I will answer to her and I was thinking in the lectures I followed with Yadunanda:

FULL OF THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD ON ME WITHOUT KNOWING WHY
what Yadunanda knows...

But this crazy old Mandira without any patience started to elevate her voice, screaming on me: "You don't want to answer me!!", repeating it many times! For me she was just foolish!

So I put my hands on their arms, I wanted to help her to come back on a peace way of talking and... she started to call very strongly and many times "Bhagavati" as we were on the stairs of the Gast House, saying: "Kick her out!" many times also!! It's crazy!

That's why I say: persecuted by devotees because I have another spiritual way as a believer in JESUS.

She is just an old foolish one completly histeriq with very bad negatif influence on others! And Bhagavati is so stupid and was so full of hate to me this day that she just embraced the same evil spirit!

Why ? Because this day, the morning, as I was asking protection of this crazy Rick to her, she told me, cold as ice: "You had criticied my guru I cannot defend you!" It's realy stupid!

Why did she say that ? I did not speak with her about his guru, she is not my friend, only my boss. And I did not criticy his guru, he has made a mistake with me while speaking with him in his room and he had asked forgivness... nothing else!

When I wanted to explain to her my position, she just put her fingers in her ears, refusing to listen to me! Shes is foolish! And already the morning on this moment she said: "It's beter you go!" Crazy girl!

A student said to me on the time when the president influenced by Mandira, Rick and others kick Romano out that it will be good for the young generation when those old devotees will no more be there... today, I say to him a big yes!
Lord
Bhagavati is so foolish that she even complains to me because the devotees go to India!

Bhagavati is just taking the place of the Lord who gave us freedom to chooze our life time.

f the devotees think that they will grow more quicly in India, it is normal that they go there, isn't it.

We should send Bhagavati one year in India... with Rick and her girlfriend Krisangi, Mandira and all the devotees with white hairs who live in the Gast House!


Myself I need now consolation of the devotees and I need that those who attack me repair what they broke in me...

if spiritual way exists in RADHADESH. Amen


HERMINE,
your friend for ever.

My mobiles for you, for all:

- 0488/650.496,
- 0479/02.58.50
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