"Transient insomnia lasts from days to weeks. It can be caused by another disorder, by changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress. Its consequences - sleepiness and impaired psychomotor performance - are similar to those of sleep deprivation."

Yay! Me likes a lot. Duh.
Actually, I'm pretty close to the next stage = acute insomnia. This is the third week of my new style of living. Or sleeping. Whatever.

Sad thing is, I've run out of reading material. Cannot find anything worth reading.

Furthermore, as I'll try actually go as far as my faculty this day, even though I haven't slept at all through-out whole night, I'm sleepy. Kind of no fair. When I don't have anything to do, it's weekend, I'm unable to go to sleep. When there is lectures and stuff, sleepiness comes, but in wrong time. Moreover, when I actually go to sleep, even if it is around lunchtime, I wake up around four o'clock. No matter if I've slept two or eight hours, it's always around four. Argh, 'tis so annoying.

Stupid annual fall depression, get the frack off me. *poutspouts*

Oh, and please someone write something about the nice ellons [the DOOM trio of M.E. fangirl] or I'll have to actually start reading Silmarillion [something is not kk with the tenses, but my Brain is unable to decipher the wrongness], which is not exactly about love and happy endings... Um.

p.s. -- I don't know why I speak English. Or write English. Maybe when I'm crazy, I'm Englishwoman. Um.

I kind of totally disagree. I mean, I most definitely do not keep "bright outlook no matter the problems" I face, and am not optimistic. However, it's Mr. Leaf himself! One can suffer being called shiny & happy person, if one is compared to pointy-eared princeling. Hah, pathetic is my new middle name.

A funny & rather disturbing thing : in another quizz I turned out to be Gollum. Yeah, I know. And in yet another I was The Lady of Light which is real cool.

I think that I have to speak with someone about my ridiculously long perioud of insomnia. Well, the very least - now I do something for studies not merely enjoy myself with nonsense reading about Middle-Earth.
Anyways, I really like the phrase "scream bloody murder", have been reflecting upon possible sources of the sleep less nights. Been really suspicious about coffee thing. Maybe owning one's own coffee automate thing was not a good, um, idea. See, two cups of coffee a day keeps sleep away! Yay! Um, yeah, going crazy, hi! Also am a bit angry with myself. Y'see, I use too much "really" and "just" in my speech, as well as invent new grammar forms where everyone can read them. Not fun, not fun at all. Kk, going back to hard work of not sleeping. Oh, and never mind the mistakes. I am unable to write something without making a big fool of myself. An English philologist, indeed.

e.g.
Legolas on the outside, tasty on the inside. (my, why does it sound a bit disturbingly wrong?)

Glorfindel? Yes, please.

*dies*

I can't believe it's Gelzis.

KK, going now to continue 24h+ long self-induced sleep deprivation with some girly reading and a lot of coffeine-containing drinking stuff. Yes, I do mean cola & coffee, & green tea.

I have a HUGE thing for sword-fighting, archery and knife/dagger dual wielding. Yeah, I'm pathetic.

tikko izvandījos rinķī apkārt pa netu, lai uzzinātu savu "elvish name", jo katrai ar elfiem apsēstai skuķenei taču ir jāzin sava vārda elvish ekvivalents. Mjam. Stūlbi sanāk, jo es esmu neviena cieta kā vien Arwen herself. *pout*
Strange part ir tā, ka savos tīņu gados, kad internets vēl bija zaļš un Fellowship movie tik tikko tik iznākusi, es Arwen lietoju kā vienu no saviem nikiem, jo tas tak bija kruta & Liv Tyler ir smuka. Un es ij nezināju, ka mūsu vārdi nozīmē vienu un to pašu un man ir visas tiesības būt Arwenai.

Stupid part is, elvish names ir one of a kind, thus I'll have to search for another so Undomiel could stay the one and only lady... ah.

Anyways, man BEIDZOT ir Silmarillion! Es tik nez kā ies ar to lasīšanu. Bet, nu, ļoti gribas izlasīt beidzot par krutajiem elfu heroes. Un Gondolinu. Un Ardas radīšanu. Un par Valar. Umm?

man ir hroniskas problēmas ar gulētiešanu

pirmā fotoatziņa: 450D ir ārkārtīgi viegls un samērā maziņš, ja par atskaites punktu ņemam tētus 20D, ar kuru pavisam viegli, ilgstoši fotografējos, varēja rokas nogurdināt (turklāt man pirksti paši sāpēja, jo nebija raduši darboties tā, kā aparāta korpuss pieprasīja).

Aside from that, jau siksniņu piestellēt bija vesela māksla, ar kuru es ilgstoši nodarbinājusi sevi, kur nu vēl kaut kas.

Kur mani gurķi, tomāti?

Fotosapnis ir materializējies.
Šonakt gan jau ka atkal negulēšu, bet šoreiz blondi elfu prinči nebūs vainīgi.

sapratu, ka viena no manām izteiksmīgākajām vīriešvājībām ir gari, blondi mati. (zaļas, īsti & izteikti zaļas acis ir the second best)

minēto atziņu ģenerēju šodien starplekciju momentā blenžot uz hipijiska paskata čali, kas negribot atgādināja elf Legolasu, par kuru es pēdējās dienas esmu visu ko salasījusies... oh, my, I'm so pathetic.