We all are looking for something and everything. I believe we never gain peace just because there is something always missing. Chemistry (and I guess, Physics and other sciences, too) always tells you that matter always strives for chaos.
Or maybe it is just me but moments of peace in my life have been just moments, nothing else. The silence before the storm, so to speak.

Anywho, I know you'll be alright. :)

P.S. I'm seeking for sleep for my tired brain. :D