schizophrenic
10 February 2020 @ 05:05 pm
 
Job hunting is like a odd form of dating. Equal amount of deplation of emotions and feeling of being left morally empty as a result. I guess feeling exposed, performing, trying to show yourself from the best side are all common to both processes. Rarely you meet the one and get sooooooo excited you can't wait for that email from their internal recruiter, almost hypnotising email and refreshing it every few minutes. And then having your heart skip a beat when it is finally there and you can kind of tell it will likely not be good news.

I guess that feeling is guiding when I should say yes to a commitment to a work relationship and this certainly won't be the one (happily ever after for the next few years).