It's kind of strange how much time it takes to let go things and people. Although most of the memories of some events and situations have fade away some details and emotions are still inside of me.

I know that there are a lot of I would like to let go and leave behind, but I simply can't.

I sometimes like to look at people from my past. I know that they have changed and so am I, but still they bring back old and pleasant memories. And maybe time to time I would like to speak to them, though I know we don't have anything in common any more. But I have said some hurtful things in past and sometimes friendships simply didn't end up well just because of some random circumstances so idea to talk to them feels kind of weird. But it doesn't change the fact that I still like those people though they have most probably stopped thinking about me long time ago. And I wish there wasn't so many fuck ups in my communication with others.

I guess I have to find a way how to move on without looking into past so much.