Today I have really unpleasant and incessant headache. I feel a little bit sick.

My mood is going down, because I don't quite know what I want... And if the thing that I want is really the thing that I need... I feel like hamster in the wheel. Again!!!


What I think and what I feel isn't the same thing or maybe it is...

I feel sick and when I start to think about it I feel even more sick...

That's all at the moment.