Andromeda

7/20/10 11:22 pm - 20.07.10

To every person comes the times when people start to see difference into you - something that wasn't there before. That's how you know you are changed. Question is wether I like the change?

I like the light of the evening around 8 pm. Tomorrow I will capture it.

I feel like I keep failing and I feel the anger inside growing stronger. I don't know to set it free not hurting myself or others.

I'm not giving up, I never give up. And I will use every single thing inside to not to fail on this one!

Current Music: Muse - Space Dementia

Current Mood: blank

6/5/10 08:52 pm - 05.06.10

Kad tu cilvēks kaut ko stingri apņemies vai gluži vienkārši izlem kaut ko, viens paņem un sagriež pasauli kājām gaisā un pasaka, ka nekur tevi nelaidīs, ka nekur nešpruksi. Nekad nebeidz pārsteigt. And I thought that I'm just another brick in the wall, but it seems to be different.

Esmu uzsākusi mazu kariņu ar sevi. Nav vienkārši. Bet prātam jāvalda pār ķermeni.

Esmu laikam pietiekoši daudz laika veltījusi atpūtai. Tagad sākas darbs ar sevi.

Current Music: Lifehouse - blind

Current Mood: calm